I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
It is so unfair of you to communicate it like this.
I need him too. He's a part of me even though we'll never work. Part of me will die if he dies. But I have a horrible feeling that he's trying lately. I don't even have to be near to sense it. I just know. He marinates in vices and denial, trying to escape the only thing he cares about, his own pain. Selfish. I can't love him enough for him to love himself. I can't love him enough for him to see how fucking beautiful of a person he is. God I hope he someday can love himself because I need him.
Wherever you are, you're in my thoughts. I hope you find whatever it is you are looking for.
You left. I stayed. We both cried.
8 words. all of it. just 8 words.
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I crier reading this post, it really hurts when this happens.
ReplyDeleteI crier reading this post, it really hurts when this happens.
ReplyDeleteNo. I never left
ReplyDeleteSo true. I know it hurts you too. I'm sorry. I love you.
ReplyDeleteI NEED YOU... :(
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ReplyDeleteIt is so unfair of you to communicate it like this.
I need him too. He's a part of me even though we'll never work. Part of me will die if he dies. But I have a horrible feeling that he's trying lately. I don't even have to be near to sense it. I just know. He marinates in vices and denial, trying to escape the only thing he cares about, his own
pain. Selfish. I can't love him enough for him to love himself. I can't love him enough for him to see how fucking beautiful of a person he is.
God I hope he someday can love himself because I need him.
Wherever you are, you're in my thoughts. I hope you find whatever it is you are looking for.