I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
The Point At Which
Sometimes I think the only reason you stay in contact with me is to let me know how "well" you're doing now that you've moved on.
But the truth is, I'm not doing well at all. I'm just acting like everything is fine just so you won't see my weakness; which is you not being here anymore.
I pretty much said this last week, in hopes that if I said it aloud to his face, I would believe it and magically make everything easier. It didn't. And I still don't.
Sometimes I think the only reason you stay in contact with me is to let me know how "well" you're doing now that you've moved on.
Hello. I just found this place through a friend and I wanted to tell you how wonderful it is. There is inspiration in each picture, in every word.
ReplyDeleteI'm sad that I didn't find it sooner. But please keep up the wonderful work. That way I can be inspired everyday. ♥
Sometimes I feel the same about certain people. Good things for you.
ReplyDeleteI think the same too sometimes.
ReplyDeletethat's not it. honestly, it's because i'm waiting for you to ask me out. please, do it soon.
ReplyDeleteUgh. I've been following for a while and this site is going down the toilet. Sorry old chap.
ReplyDeleteThen I guess I didn't write it for you. Have a merry Christmas.
ReplyDeleteu should know thats probably the only reason i do talk to you, but i think that you are doing the same thing :(
ReplyDeleteUgh I know what you mean.
ReplyDeletefuck off is exactly what i was thinking about him
ReplyDeleteBut the truth is, I'm not doing well at all. I'm just acting like everything is fine just so you won't see my weakness; which is you not being here anymore.
ReplyDeleteI fucking miss you like crazy.
"Fuck off."
ReplyDeleteI wish i had the guts to say that.
I come back and read this nearly almost every day, and imagine myself saying it to him. If only I had the guts.
ReplyDeletethis is so true.
ReplyDelete:'((
ReplyDeleteI wish I could say those words out loud. But what I want is for you to come back.
I pretty much said this last week, in hopes that if I said it aloud to his face, I would believe it and magically make everything easier. It didn't. And I still don't.
ReplyDeleteSometimes, it does feel nice to know that all your love is not waisted. You could actually make him/her jealous.
ReplyDeleteAnd this is exactly what I wanna tell him. Thank you, Iain.
ReplyDelete<3 <3 <3
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