I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
The Time It Takes To Fall
So if all we have is that glance in the window. If all we have is till this train stops. If all we have is till the sun comes up, till your lift picks you up. And If all we have is till the day I die. I'm ok with what we have.
For the last month, I've had some trouble accepting that this is all. I'm just glad I could see you smile, for it makes my jealousy and pain, which I've never admitted to before, feel "worth it."
I think I'm okay with what we have, now. Or at least, I will be. Haha. Thanks for sharing your feelings with me, I wish I had beat you to it.
I'm okay what we have too, because what we have, no matter how the time was, is better than looking back someday on what could have been or looking forward to what could be. If all we have is NOW, then I will gladly accept that.
So if all we have is that glance in the window. If all we have is till this train stops. If all we have is till the sun comes up, till your lift picks you up. And If all we have is till the day I die. I'm ok with what we have.
I'm okay with everything you and me.
ReplyDeleteAll we had was until I couldn't handle what you were taking from me anymore.
ReplyDeleteIt scares me when you keep reminding me, like a countdown. Can't we just have, instead of thinking about when we will have not?
ReplyDeleteI was okay with what we had- until we didn't have it anymore.
ReplyDeleteI am also okay with it.
ReplyDeleteBut only for now.
On this very moment.
For the last month, I've had some trouble accepting that this is all. I'm just glad I could see you smile, for it makes my jealousy and pain, which I've never admitted to before, feel "worth it."
ReplyDeleteI think I'm okay with what we have, now. Or at least, I will be. Haha. Thanks for sharing your feelings with me, I wish I had beat you to it.
I'm okay what we have too, because what we have, no matter how the time was, is better than looking back someday on what could have been or looking forward to what could be. If all we have is NOW, then I will gladly accept that.
ReplyDeleteThis is what I've been trying to let you know all along, so I'm glad he wrote this for you.
ReplyDeleteHow I wish that all we have is "till the day I die." If that is the case, then I would want to live forever Ü
ReplyDeletethat's exactly what i would have said to you had you asked,
ReplyDeletebut you should know that it's a lie.
i'm NOT ok with what we have.
i wish we have something more.
but i love you anyhow.
it breaks my heart because i know what train stop you're at.
ReplyDeleteI knew it was all we had.
ReplyDeleteBut I had to stop and make that phone call. I'm sorry for that.
But I don't regret it. Because for you it was only for the touching and the feeling and the kissing. And for me it wasn't enough.
I'm okay with that as long as youre with me>>
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