I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
The Excuse For Your Company
I was wondering if you had a second. To talk about anything at all.
This is how I feel most days when you aren't listening all though I have all the time in the world. Some do not. It doesn't matter I know you love me. You always have and always will. I'll be there for you. Love Me.
hows the progress on getting her back?
ReplyDeleteI wish I could ask...
ReplyDeleteThank you, Iain. This post is exactly what I feel, amongst many of your previous posts.
ReplyDeleteGod bless.
He never has that 'one second' to talk. We've been so distant because the little seconds we could've spent talking were spent on contemplating.
ReplyDeleteA second? take a minute, an hour, a day even. I will make time for you, always.
ReplyDelete(:
ReplyDeleteyou don't even know my name.
ReplyDeleteWhat's your angle?! I know my rights! Help! I'm being approached by another human being! Help!
ReplyDeleteThis is how I feel every day of my life. And he never has that second.
ReplyDeleteIt breaks my heart that I want to talk about anything at all with you. Still.
ReplyDeletesometimes it's the sound of their voice that means more than their words...
ReplyDelete-Indigo
even if you haven't had anything to say, juz hang around a sec so I could have that extra time with u
ReplyDeleteI've got a life time.
ReplyDeletewouldn't the world be a nicer place if everyone ever considered doing exactly that...
ReplyDeleteWe don't even really have to talk. Just sit here next to me. Like we did that one night...
ReplyDeleteOr actively not talk, even.
ReplyDeleteShare silence across static-filled phone lines, across oceans. Anything.
Ah, the saudade I feel...
How do you manage to pinpoint it exactly so often?
But then you see right through my excuse for your company.
ReplyDeleteI fucking miss you.
ReplyDeletesometimes that second is all someone needs to feel like they exist.
ReplyDeleteI've been looking for this.
ReplyDeleteThis is how I feel most days when you aren't listening all though I have all the time in the world. Some do not. It doesn't matter I know you love me. You always have and always will. I'll be there for you. Love Me.
ReplyDeleteI'll imagine your intention to all, because it feeds me more than anything you have to say.
ReplyDeleteI wonder if a day wil come when he will ever have that second :(
ReplyDeleteI was given a minute to talk to him a while ago. Oh God, i missed him, now I miss him even more.
ReplyDeleteMaybe I can say the same to yu.
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