I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
Friday, June 19, 2009
The Shape Of It
They want me. I want you. And you want someone else. But none of us want to turn around.
They want you. You want me. I want you. What do I do about the way They keep approaching you? Or should I just believe in you and trust us to be okay and stable?
Who the hell are you? It's like you read my mind!And everybody elses! It's damn spooky. Are you a ghost or something?! Are you real? Don't answer. I like this feeling!
I know they've told you a million times before but seriously it's like you have the ability to say the right thing at the right time.It is spooky.As you say,we were meant to read these words.
Everyone is dealing with their own turn around, always. This is evidence of that. I love you for doing what you do, so we can say what we have to say. What we never really get to say.
sometimes, i feel bad and turn around, just a little while. but in that little while, you turned around too. and when you saw my back turned, you went back to that someone else.
They want me. I want you. And you want someone else. But none of us want to turn around.
The writing and images on your blog take my breath away and then help me breathe deeper.
ReplyDeleteAmazing.. you are absolutely amazing. Thank you for making my life a little bit easier every single day.
ReplyDeleteIt's all a damn circle.
ReplyDeleteNever-ending.
They want you. You want me. I want you. What do I do about the way They keep approaching you? Or should I just believe in you and trust us to be okay and stable?
ReplyDeleteI need an answer. And opinion.
This is so sad.
ReplyDeleteWho the hell are you? It's like you read my mind!And everybody elses! It's damn spooky. Are you a ghost or something?! Are you real?
ReplyDeleteDon't answer. I like this feeling!
Awesome, i'm going through something similar, it´s like whoaamello says "a Damn circle".
ReplyDeleteThank you for everything
I know they've told you a million times before but seriously it's like you have the ability to say the right thing at the right time.It is spooky.As you say,we were meant to read these words.
ReplyDeleteIt makes me really sad to read this post.
ReplyDeleteI don't want to turn around. It's the last thing I'd do.
love makes the world go "round"
ReplyDeleteI turned around. And it was, by far, the best decision I ever made.
ReplyDeleteOuch..
ReplyDeleteWhat if you turn around after the minute I turn around.. It would be too late.
I won't wait forever. Maybe I would turn around.
Once you turn and go against the flow, we can direct it in new directions, forge brand new paths..
ReplyDeleteYou're too late now.
ReplyDelete=c
ReplyDeleteAt a very right time and right feeling.
ReplyDeleteI don't want to turn around, yet at this moment.
maybe, it's not about turning around. maybe, it's about stopping.
ReplyDeleteplease don't try to convince me that this is all in my head
ReplyDeletejust talk to me
What is stopping you from turning around to look at me? Am I not a beautiful sight to look at?
ReplyDeleteIf you come closer to look into my eyes, you'd see how much I love you for all that you are.
Isn't that beautiful?
R, I would turn around and look into your eyes ... if only I could.
ReplyDeletewhoever you are, i heart u.
ReplyDeleteIt hardly matters whether I've turned around, you won't even look at me.
ReplyDeleteI've turned around. I wonder how long it will be before you notice that I'm not there anymore.
ReplyDeleteWhat's stopping you?
ReplyDeleteR, it's my fear... you might not notice me even if i color my hair orange or wear rainbow ourfit....
ReplyDeleteby the time you turn around and look..will there be something to see? no more traces of me?
ReplyDeleteEveryone is dealing with their own turn around, always. This is evidence of that. I love you for doing what you do, so we can say what we have to say. What we never really get to say.
ReplyDeleteR, you are beautiful. I know it.
Iain, as always, love.
Don't be too scared.
ReplyDeleteI love you. And YOU.
You don't turn around by choice. And now I'm stopping, walking away and leaving for good. So long, worthless memories.
ReplyDeletesometimes, i feel bad and turn around, just a little while. but in that little while, you turned around too. and when you saw my back turned, you went back to that someone else.
ReplyDeletei can't believe i missed you.
About face.
ReplyDeleteWish I could go back in time. Wish I could go fast forwards too. But time has a funny way of messing with you, right?
ReplyDeleteI'm trying so hard, don't me wrong, but I haven't let go yet.
ReplyDeleteOh God, how I try to not love him, how I wish I could love you back the way you love me -- always, and unconditionally.
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