I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
The Frozen Heart Of A Comet
You became what you thought everyone wanted you to be. But that's not who you are. And that's who I wish you were.
I think most of us try to live life being ourselves, but few of us rarely achieve that. At least for myself, I know I reserve some of my own personality. And that's what I like about you: you're a little crazy.
you're exactly what they want you to be, but i wonder what they would all think if they really knew what you're all about when you're not out at your happy hours and your golf tournaments with your smile and your good ol' boy facade.
You became what you thought everyone wanted you to be. But that's not who you are. And that's who I wish you were.
Fuck. You're absolutely right. I tricked MYSELF. Time to press reset, at all costs.
ReplyDeletewhatever i am or whoever i be, i don't want you to judge me.
ReplyDeleteI love that picture. true words mate :)
ReplyDeleteBut...in saying that, haven't You just become another Them?
ReplyDeleteCan I go back to being me?I always live with the fear of letting others down and I can't stand it anymore.
ReplyDeleteI think most of us try to live life being ourselves, but few of us rarely achieve that. At least for myself, I know I reserve some of my own personality. And that's what I like about you: you're a little crazy.
ReplyDeletedid you make your bed today? I didn't :)
ReplyDeleteam i pretending ?... or just keeping who i really am to the One I miss ? Coz he's the only one who makes me feel real...
ReplyDeleteJust, PLEASE, let me be.
ReplyDeleteAnd if its not too much too ask, BELIEVE IN ME. Even if that means you're not part of who I want to become.
These are the times I wish he was still here with me, he'd support me all the way, with all his heart.
it's amazing...
ReplyDeleteyou're exactly what they want you to be, but i wonder what they would all think if they really knew what you're all about when you're not out at your happy hours and your golf tournaments with your smile and your good ol' boy facade.
ReplyDeleteI changed myself for you. I told myself I would never do this again...but, I did. Haha. Now I don't even remember who I was..before..
ReplyDeleteSo I've pleased neither them, nor you, and let myself down in the process. Tell me...what now?
ReplyDeleteThis is exactly what I've been telling someone I love in my mind for days. I wish I had the guts to tell her personally.
ReplyDeletejust do it! tell her :)
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