I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
The To Not Do List
There are a million important things to do. But none as important as lying here next to you.
Are you sure? There's still that email to send to your boss, and that bouquet for you mom, and taking your niece to the park, and the world to save. It's ok if you want to finish those first.
I will ignore the wailing of my essays and midterms. I will ignore the phone. I will ignore everything, if you stay here another hour and let me listen to your heart beating.
I would give anything to hear him say that to me. But..that will never happen again. Because he has someone else, someone "better" apparently, and I will now just be known as just the "best friend".
I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that this is true. It's just, I can't be with him. I would want nothing more than to be lying by his side right now. It may be a roulette with the highest risks but I would give so much just to be able to see if he's the one I've been looking and waiting for.
Are you sure? There's still that email to send to your boss, and that bouquet for you mom, and taking your niece to the park, and the world to save.
ReplyDeleteIt's ok if you want to finish those first.
i love this!
ReplyDeleteWhat one would do to hear that.
ReplyDeletecheck.
ReplyDeleteSimple and sweet.
Keep eating those apples, Iain. haha.
;-)
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loves.
ReplyDeleteyes. I wish.
ReplyDelete:)
ReplyDeletethe lover inside me agrees.
ReplyDeletebut the hero inside me begs to differ.
I wasn't feeling ill. It wasn't because it was raining. I'd skip class every day if we could just have a sleepy day curled up in bed together.
ReplyDeleteI will ignore the wailing of my essays and midterms. I will ignore the phone. I will ignore everything, if you stay here another hour and let me listen to your heart beating.
ReplyDeleteit's cute way of expression.
ReplyDeleteif only that was possible in our situation :(
ReplyDeleteThis made me cry.
ReplyDeleteI would give anything to hear him say that to me. But..that will never happen again. Because he has someone else, someone "better" apparently, and I will now just be known as just the "best friend".
I wish I could get over you. Once and for all.
Or lying here thinking about lying next to you.
ReplyDeleteI would do it for days and years,
ReplyDeleteUntil I hear you say you want me too.
I wonder if he thinks the same.....I wonder if he thinks of me at all anymore.
ReplyDeleteso true.
ReplyDeleteSo true.
ReplyDeleteI know beyond a shadow of a doubt that this is true. It's just, I can't be with him. I would want nothing more than to be lying by his side right now. It may be a roulette with the highest risks but I would give so much just to be able to see if he's the one I've been looking and waiting for.
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