I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
The Vow Of Noise
I'll understand your silence. Because sometimes, you'll have to understand mine.
your silence is defeaning. i would rather have you screaming at me, raving mad than treat me with coldness and indifference. at least if you are losing your head off, you still feel something for me, rather than this silence that caused me to toss and turn every night and staring blankly at the ceiling at daybreak. i miss you bill.
my silence keeps me high. my heart starts to beat so fast that i can't take it anymore. i want to tell you how much i love you but i don't even know how to start.
while you're gathering up your strength to say what i wanted to hear, i promise i'll be calm and patient to wait for the moment you'll make all my dreams come true..
i miss you so bad...
i'll wait for you, no matter how long it will take, I know it would all be worth the wait...
I'll understand your silence. Because sometimes, you'll have to understand mine.
there're too many things i want to say to you till i'm left speechless. and that's my reason for being silent.
ReplyDeleteamazing.
ReplyDeletei understand it all too well.. sometimes i just want u to hear me out so badly.. but everything is still silent
ReplyDeletethere are so many things i wanna say to you but i don't know how.
ReplyDeleteThis is the best post I've read to date. Simply because it speaks of what's happening to me. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteI am silent because I am afraid of the hurt you inflict on me when I speak.
ReplyDeleteyour silence is defeaning. i would rather have you screaming at me, raving mad than treat me with coldness and indifference. at least if you are losing your head off, you still feel something for me, rather than this silence that caused me to toss and turn every night and staring blankly at the ceiling at daybreak. i miss you bill.
ReplyDeletedeafening i mean :)
ReplyDeleteand sometimes the silence is the loudest thing in the room!
ReplyDeleteI am tearing up as I'm writing this. Your words are so beautiful and it really captures what I want to say right now. Again, thank you.
ReplyDeleteSometimes it's the silence between the words which carry the true message.
ReplyDeleteLief,
Erica <3
then you must understand it's not that i'm silent because i've got no words.
ReplyDeletesee. another useless comment, once again. everything has already been said. and you already know everything i'm about to say.
it's just better to stay queit. cause then, at the same time, you say nothing and you say everything.
Your silence is so LOUD I feel it.
ReplyDeleteYour silence is a language of it's own.
Your silence says everything by saying nothing.
Your silence is hurtful.
I am deaf.
But... now I see!
my silence keeps me high.
ReplyDeletemy heart starts to beat so fast that i can't take it anymore. i want to tell you how much i love you but i don't even know how to start.
1 word amazing
ReplyDeletewhile you're gathering up your strength to say what i wanted to hear, i promise i'll be calm and patient to wait for the moment you'll
ReplyDeletemake all my dreams come true..
i miss you so bad...
i'll wait for you, no matter how long it will take, I know it would all be worth the wait...
Your lack of action is the action and the silence has been recorded.
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