I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
The Tick-Tock In Your Chest
I will hold you so tightly and carefully when I see you again. Like crystal. Or an atom bomb.
Like a punching bag, like pain leaving every orifice of your body, your hard heart.
You jab punches with the strength of an atom bomb. Leaving no dexterity for whom you might hurt, how harsh it might bruise.
-You- lose those who loved -you-
Night comes, solace enters. Through the fish eyed lens of tear-stained eyes, you can hardly define the shape of this moment in time. Meths like crystal, very delightful.
Stepping up to become a woman from a teeny girl ... is still an incredibly rough patch.
You have caused problems with Jon. How dare you. You do not know him. I do, and thats a good dude. What is wrong with you? You call yourself "Me" all over your myspace page. We know who you are. And using threats to try to sound like you are C - is not going to work.
Because sooner or later you will fall and broken, like a crystal that fell. Because one day, you will explode, just like the atom bomb. Because one day, you will be breathless and sleep forever. Time is all I need, and I will use part of it ... A big part of it to hold you, kiss you and love you.
In three weeks you'll be here and our adventure will start! We will fall asleep together every night and wake up next to each other every morning. The months since September have gone by so slowly and finally, you're almost here.
the most straight forward comments so far keep up the good work. reminds me of the song 'luv is somethn if u give it away' now that's life crazy beach frkn genius
Nice!
ReplyDeleteI always love your writing... =)
somehow I feel your posts have been even more mind-blowing than before. this is quite stunning. not romantic, but definitely stunning.
ReplyDeletei just came across your blog a couple of days ago. and i've been reading it ever since.
ReplyDeletethank you for your words.
the person you wrote this for is quite lucky.
Is there a tips page to support Jon?
ReplyDeleteLike a punching bag, like pain leaving every orifice of your body, your hard heart.
ReplyDeleteYou jab punches with the strength of an atom bomb. Leaving no dexterity for whom you might hurt, how harsh it might bruise.
-You- lose those who loved -you-
Night comes, solace enters. Through the fish eyed lens of tear-stained eyes, you can hardly define the shape of this moment in time. Meths like crystal, very delightful.
Stepping up to become a woman from a teeny girl ... is still an incredibly rough patch.
C.
Holly Loren?
ReplyDeleteThe woman who writes this blog is mentally ill, please leave her to heal.
ReplyDeleteThank you
Bomb threats do not scare me. You are just a sick woman who wants to hurt people.
ReplyDeleteYou can try to sound like me, but you cant. You so mad because you cant be me. I can do lotus, no problem.
ReplyDeleteYou have caused problems with Jon. How dare you. You do not know him. I do, and thats a good dude. What is wrong with you? You call yourself "Me" all over your myspace page. We know who you are. And using threats to try to sound like you are C - is not going to work.
ReplyDeleteHolly, you need to lose weight to sit in lotus and tarot cards are useless. You need help!
ReplyDeleteYour mother is a doctor, why do you act this way?
ReplyDeleteQuit posting on yoga forums, you dont know what you are talking about, and its obvious. It shows in every word you write.
ReplyDeleteThe third eye has nothing to do with real practice. Its hard work and sweat, not Magic!
ReplyDeleteI like how you've enamoured trolls into devoting time & energy to you. 'tis an Internet milestone, to be sure.
ReplyDeleteYour last couple of posts have been so relevant to my life, it amazes me. You express emotions and feelings so beautifully. Thank you.
ReplyDeletei love the recent reversals. They're refreshing for sure.
ReplyDeleteI love your simple, and to the point blog posts.
ReplyDeleteDef following<3
I use bloglovin', and I like to save posts I particularly love. Let's just say I've saved every one of your posts since I started following you.
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ReplyDeleteBecause sooner or later you will fall and broken, like a crystal that fell. Because one day, you will explode, just like the atom bomb. Because one day, you will be breathless and sleep forever. Time is all I need, and I will use part of it ... A big part of it to hold you, kiss you and love you.
ReplyDeleteAnyone knows who is the owner of this blog?
ReplyDeleteIn three weeks you'll be here and our adventure will start!
ReplyDeleteWe will fall asleep together every night and wake up next to each other every morning. The months since September have gone by so slowly and finally, you're almost here.
this is lovely
ReplyDeletei will so much
ReplyDeleteIF... I ever get to hold you again.
ReplyDeleteif i'm ever allowed to hold you again
ReplyDeleteI just drank in the words..truly beautiful :)
ReplyDeleteI know how that feels.
ReplyDeleteAs you pen down ur text. As you touch down the flight.
Wanting to see you again, everyday and again.
the most straight forward comments so far keep up the good work. reminds me of the song 'luv is somethn if u give it away' now that's life crazy beach frkn genius
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