I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
The Insomnia Of Flowers
You tried so hard to be the person everyone wanted you to be. Maybe you should've just been the person you wanted to be.
I am the real me. This is me, can't you see, with my arms in air, with flower petals blowing in the wind. You make me smile you make sing. They make me feel sad, I will show them nothing. I will never give them me.
after so long of exhausting myself being something i thought was better, it's even more tiring starting over to learn who the heck i am. but it's a day at a time. thank you for this.
I like this blog. author i hope you read this. i have gone through and read every post you have ever had. i must ask: what happened to the longer posts. you only write short sentences now. and i miss the longer ones
i've tried being who they wanted so much that i don't remember who i am.
ReplyDeleteI don't know who i'm supposed to be, now that you're gone, i have no one to remind me.
ReplyDeleteI needed this, so, so terribly.
ReplyDeleteThankyou.
Today,
ReplyDeleteI have the opportunity
to continue
an inner journey
that shall last
the rest of my days*
I am the real me. This is me, can't you see, with my arms in air, with flower petals blowing in the wind. You make me smile you make sing. They make me feel sad, I will show them nothing. I will never give them me.
ReplyDeleteMaybe this was what I always wanted. Someone who was never you?
ReplyDeleteI needed to read this. Thank you for writing these.
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ReplyDeleteyeah you're right
ReplyDeletejust be yourself..
i wanna be myself..
i love u
ReplyDeletei love you too!
ReplyDeletei'm waiting for your call
ReplyDeleteSomeday we are going to match word by word.
ReplyDeleteReally striking.
ReplyDeleteI love the way you can make something so beautiful with just simple words. ♥ Thank you for writing this, and everything else you've been writing.
I love everything about this post.
ReplyDeletethank you. thank you so much.
ReplyDeleteYou read my mind.
ReplyDeleteafter so long of exhausting myself being something i thought was better, it's even more tiring starting over to learn who the heck i am. but it's a day at a time.
ReplyDeletethank you for this.
i jst wnna hear ur voice
ReplyDeletei jst wnna see ur face
i miss u so much...
Thank you. I'm telling him today.
ReplyDeleteI like this blog.
ReplyDeleteauthor i hope you read this.
i have gone through and read every post you have ever had.
i must ask: what happened to the longer posts. you only write short sentences now. and i miss the longer ones
i love you K.R.
ReplyDeleteand this is me.
has this been posted before?.....write more about love..the way u used to plz
ReplyDeleteIm going to try and be who I want to be. But its tough when that means you might have to leave everything behind
ReplyDeleteI hope you will accept me for being me.
ReplyDeleteSometimes, the hardest person in the world to be is yourself.
ReplyDeleteWhat if I look inside myself, and I am disgusted by what and who I find?
in truth and honesty.
ReplyDeletei dont know what i want to be. i only know that i want to be with you.
so i try hard to be the one you want.
till one day you want me
'It's when you forget who you are
ReplyDeletethat you are most beautiful.' - IWTFY ;-)
I am the most dishonest person you will ever meet.
ReplyDeleteEveryone I know thinks I’m someone different.
It's about time, don't you think so?
ReplyDeleteSigh :(
What if..I abhor myself so much that I can't even bear the thought of being myself?
ReplyDeleteWhat if..I don't get accepted as myself..?
really? will i not be judged? will they still love me the same way? can i really be me? thanks for reminding me.
ReplyDeletemaybe I should have been
ReplyDeleteI've just found this out recently. Some people think 'being yourself' is a cliche. I don't think it is.
ReplyDeleteOnly you can be you.
When I realized this, it changed everything.
sometimes that just isnt an option.
ReplyDeleteI still am.
ReplyDeleteTremendous ....
ReplyDeleteI'v tried & tried..To no avail...
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