I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
The Perfect Crime
This writer guy, he says that it's easy. You just sit down at a typewriter and open a vein. But what if you're running out of veins?
You have this way with words that always manages to astound me, regardless of my mood or surroundings. You're a real inspiration to me, and your writing is just so beautiful, I can't even find sufficient words to describe to you the way each syllable makes me feel.
So thank you, dear one. Yours, Norah of 'let's run away' @ http://thislittleblogbelongstome.blogspot.com
I will have to help them move first then we will have to think about how it is going to work out for us. I can't do what you asked. How many times do I have to say this so you can really hear me?
The many times I went to you are out of my usual way...I was so determined and never thought I would have come back here again...but none of them worked...I'd appreciate your every effort to at least try to understand me...
We prod each other to write straight from our veins every day. We do this every day because we want to be together each and every day. Connectef. It's the sweetest kind of love there can be. And if that makes me an addict, so be it. I'll listen to counsel, but I might not abide to any suggestion to quit.
"We shall not cease from exploration, and the end of all our exploring will be to arrive where we started and know the place for the first time." ~T.S. Eliot
To Anonymous further up, i believe the creator is a guy and i think he gets tetchy when people assume he's a girl :) (please correct me if i'm wrong here Me) x
I don't think it necessarily has to relate to drugs. I think you can also see it as him having nothing more to give to the girl he loves, he's running out of words, talents, moments... to keep her with him. I don't want you to run out. I don't want to run out. we all shouldn't run out... please?
I was terrified by your voice, what do you expect me to do? This perfect crime...I dare not to corrupt you...meet you half way then...he knows I write to you,so dont worry.
I had panick attack last time I heard your very angry voice and ended up in rehab....I couldnt help but laughing and wondering how this could have happened? Its hilarious when you look backward sometimes...I love you
What I am is actually very simple...I'd be very bold if I didnt have any fear and pride. But do you know the other side of me? Afraid of hurting people...but I have been hurting everyone around me...You, my love, the most. But I have to say they are all your own foolish heartbreak. There is nothing to worry about me. I exisit to be yours, yours only...Please I love you, be patientt with me, okay? I miss you
I will never look for another woman. I will move to a place I like...near the sea. I have to sacrifice my independence for some time hopefully not long....I will try to write to you everyday until I finnally see you again...
I want to be close to you, as close as possible. ITS A CRIME! We are the partners in this. i love spicy food. I can lose myself in in its flame and its addictive too. As a matter of fact, I crave for the spice everyday...
You just really crack me up... you know???? You know who you are...... I will never run out of veins and as long as my heart is healthy the blood from it will flow♥
I want to call you. The last few times I sent you a chat on FB you ignored me. Why do I think you are still in my life? Why do I think you want to be around me? Why the F**K do I think you are here, waiting for me? Why do I think you played a trick on me that backfired and now someone is playing with you?
I don't have viens left, I've written so many hours on so many days for so many years and the only answer I have for you is take everything else on you apart... except that thing they call the heart, leave that so they will have something to remember you by.
You stop being who you were, and change into who you are*
ReplyDeleteIf only I knew the answer to that question.
ReplyDeleteYou have this way with words that always manages to astound me, regardless of my mood or surroundings. You're a real inspiration to me, and your writing is just so beautiful, I can't even find sufficient words to describe to you the way each syllable makes me feel.
So thank you, dear one.
Yours,
Norah of 'let's run away'
@ http://thislittleblogbelongstome.blogspot.com
can someone please interpret this for me? please, I don't understand
ReplyDeleteI think she's referring to the quote
ReplyDelete"There's nothing to writing. All you do is sit down at a typewriter and open a vein."
~Walter Wellesley "Red" Smith
and comparing it to a drug junkie who's run out of veins to inject themselves.
thanks :-)
ReplyDeletehaven't heard that quote before
i love this.
ReplyDeleteStrongly suggest addiction rehab.
ReplyDeleteI will have to help them move first then we will have to think about how it is going to work out for us. I can't do what you asked. How many times do I have to say this so you can really hear me?
ReplyDeleteI have a very busy schedule to prevent this perfect crime and you will have to help me to work out a plan not as an invisble man again
ReplyDeleteEveryday group, Thursday one/one, twice SLAA a week, check-in ata weekends, isn't this more effective than addiction rehab?
ReplyDeleteI'd love to speak with our friend, shes such a nice lady...
ReplyDeleteThis is who I am! There is no way I will do that again, never ever! I dont think you realize what I had said and what I am saying...
ReplyDeleteThe many times I went to you are out of my usual way...I was so determined and never thought I would have come back here again...but none of them worked...I'd appreciate your every effort to at least try to understand me...
ReplyDeleteThats the difference between us. its the perception of what one says to the other...you never understood me...
ReplyDeleteWe prod each other to write straight from our veins every day. We do this every day because we want to be together each and every day. Connectef. It's the sweetest kind of love there can be. And if that makes me an addict, so be it. I'll listen to counsel, but I might not abide to any suggestion to quit.
ReplyDeleteIf I could I would give you mine.
ReplyDeleteThen take a little piece of your heart. Or other organs. I believe we have enough to last us a lifetime.
ReplyDeleteSome things you just can't describe in words.
ReplyDelete"We shall not cease from exploration, and the end of all our exploring will be to arrive where we started and know the place for the first time." ~T.S. Eliot
ReplyDeleteI question this all the time. It is wonderful and true. And scary to think of the possibility of running dry.
ReplyDeleteTo Anonymous further up, i believe the creator is a guy and i think he gets tetchy when people assume he's a girl :)
ReplyDelete(please correct me if i'm wrong here Me)
x
God, I love this
ReplyDeleteI don't think it necessarily has to relate to drugs. I think you can also see it as him having nothing more to give to the girl he loves, he's running out of words, talents, moments... to keep her with him. I don't want you to run out. I don't want to run out. we all shouldn't run out... please?
ReplyDeleteyou must construct additional veins.
ReplyDeleteAppropriately enough, the Word Verification was 'Sweat'. Thing's a goddamn fortune cookie, I swear. Get to it.
Please,please don't stop writing.
ReplyDeleteGood question. Good, scary question.
ReplyDelete"There is nothing to writing. All you do is sit down at a typewriter and bleed." — Ernest Hemingway
ReplyDeleteYou just keep going, no matter what. What else can you do?
ReplyDeleteI was terrified by your voice, what do you expect me to do? This perfect crime...I dare not to corrupt you...meet you half way then...he knows I write to you,so dont worry.
ReplyDeleteI had panick attack last time I heard your very angry voice and ended up in rehab....I couldnt help but laughing and wondering how this could have happened? Its hilarious when you look backward sometimes...I love you
ReplyDeleteI would try my best....but would you be "happily" married with me with children?...just saying..
ReplyDeleteMaybe you're just scared of using the veins you told yourself were too scarred to use.
ReplyDeleteWhat if...
ReplyDeleteYour way of authentication had killed me...i am scared of everything..not to mention the veins...would you call me? I'd tell you I love you...
ReplyDeleteI am addictive...there is no way I will quit here...no matter what drugs they give me...waiting for you to save me..yours truly, Love.
ReplyDeleteWhat I am is actually very simple...I'd be very bold if I didnt have any fear and pride. But do you know the other side of me? Afraid of hurting people...but I have been hurting everyone around me...You, my love, the most. But I have to say they are all your own foolish heartbreak. There is nothing to worry about me. I exisit to be yours, yours only...Please I love you, be patientt with me, okay? I miss you
ReplyDeleteI hope you're not running out of veins!
ReplyDeleteI will never look for another woman. I will move to a place I like...near the sea. I have to sacrifice my independence for some time hopefully not long....I will try to write to you everyday until I finnally see you again...
ReplyDeleteI hate you...but you are my crime partner and I cant deny this...I want to collect all my tears I cried for you and drown you in there...
ReplyDeleteI imitate you so you know its ME :) How are you today? Schiza-affect personality is something like this, "I am the cousin of Michele Obama" hahaha...
ReplyDeletecontinue my moving...no misunderstanding this time... I am moving into a house that has a steak left from the vent last year upstairs...hahaha..
ReplyDeleteI want to be close to you, as close as possible. ITS A CRIME! We are the partners in this. i love spicy food. I can lose myself in in its flame and its addictive too. As a matter of fact, I crave for the spice everyday...
ReplyDeleteYou just really crack me up... you know???? You know who you are...... I will never run out of veins and as long as my heart is healthy the blood from it will flow♥
ReplyDeleteSweetheart, maybe both of us are idiots? or is it just me? It shouldnt be this difficult. Isnt that nature comes true easily?
ReplyDeleteThe mouse is trying to gain a healthy weight so the cat can enjoy more....does this make any sense to you? :)
ReplyDeleteI want to call you.
ReplyDeleteThe last few times I sent you a chat on FB you ignored me.
Why do I think you are still in my life? Why do I think you want to be around me?
Why the F**K do I think you are here, waiting for me?
Why do I think you played a trick on me that backfired and now someone is playing with you?
Why do I care?
I don't have viens left, I've written so many hours on so many days for so many years and the only answer I have for you is take everything else on you apart... except that thing they call the heart, leave that so they will have something to remember you by.
ReplyDelete