I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
There are secrets we keep after every conversation, every fight. Things that we said but didn't mean and wish we could take back. But out of all the ugly words we have ever said, I don't regret telling you to leave. I have never regret sending you out of my life. For the sake of being hopeful, when you read this, just know my life has been better since you listened.
'cartographerofyourhair' that was beautiful. Hit home. I hope whoever you wrote that for reads it and understands. And I hope, for the worlds sake, you keep some online blog - because your words are beautiful.
Shade acting like shelter, Only forgetting what it was housing, and protecting underneath it.
The shade dies, the shade leaves, walks away. Just like everyone else who left you. But it's okay when you remember that the sun will be out another day.
Love me in the shade... It's all you can do :( you are missing all the fun we could have in the light. Someday I hope you could realize what a terrible wrong doing this is to me...and to yourself too Love <3
The sad thing about us is that I dont believe anything you said anymore...I am living in reality not in my imagination, Thats the place where I get breaks when I am tired of this life... You can always find me there, the shade. Love <3
You were the best I could do.
ReplyDeleteI have left.
ReplyDeleteYou will leave here too.
We will be everywhere.
Be there? Let us be there.
Go away
ReplyDeleteAnd when the sun goes down, i dont wanna see your shadow beside me anymore.
And when you feel tired wearing your new shoes, i no longer stand on you closet waiting for you.
Im done waiting
a phantom in my subconscious. that is what you are now. i can never rest from your memory. i think i would never want to.
ReplyDeletethough you are not here anymore, do not leave. not just yet.
Stay. And come back.
ReplyDeleteI'll rake you up and burn most but some will be used to mulch the spring garden
ReplyDeleteso poignant... I totally agree.
ReplyDeletefind me a door.
ReplyDeleteI will not leave. I'm with you.
ReplyDeleteThere are secrets we keep after every conversation, every fight. Things that we said but didn't mean and wish we could take back. But out of all the ugly words we have ever said, I don't regret telling you to leave. I have never regret sending you out of my life. For the sake of being hopeful, when you read this, just know my life has been better since you listened.
ReplyDeleteJust because it's harder to see, doesn't mean I'm not here. Are you looking with your heart? No shade can cover this fire.
ReplyDeletePlease.
ReplyDeletethe ghosts whisper at my back
ReplyDelete"we are never far
we are never too far behind you"
You are no longer here, so please leave
ReplyDeleteand when you do
take this loneliness with you
I love you
ReplyDeleteI love you not
I love you
I love you
I love you
Could you give me directions?
I'm searching for the door to you...
And when you left you accidentally packed my heart in your suitcase
ReplyDeleteThose look like marijuana leaves...............
ReplyDeletegenius.
ReplyDeleteI can't sleep with you hanging over my conscience.
ReplyDelete'cartographerofyourhair' that was beautiful. Hit home. I hope whoever you wrote that for reads it and understands. And I hope, for the worlds sake, you keep some online blog - because your words are beautiful.
ReplyDeleteI am terrified and I dont trust myself with my own perception. That'd be the only reason I'll leave you.
ReplyDeleteTrust? How can you convince me that I can place my trust in you? Delusion, illusion, whatever it is... Reality sucks!
ReplyDeleteP.S. It's much better in the shade.
ReplyDeleteI know you'll be back.
ReplyDeleteShould I be afraid?
But I just got here! :)
ReplyDeleteyour presence keeps reminding me that you have gone...
ReplyDeleteYou're the one who isn't here anymore. Why, why, why.
ReplyDeleteWe meet on the moon. There is no judge here. It is a happy harmonious place.
ReplyDeletehttp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Triarchic_theory_of_intelligence
ReplyDeleteego & LOVE cannot exist together.
ReplyDeleteThey are like LIGHT & darkness:
when LIGHT comes,
darkness disappears: Osho
wow, this picture is simple and amazing!
ReplyDeleteI miss you... Even your fist tastes good :)
ReplyDeleteI'll never leave you...Everything about you is thrilling :) I can never have enough of that.
ReplyDeleteLove <3
You're overstaying your welcome in my heart.
ReplyDeleteIt's better in the shade where I can see you. Me.
ReplyDeleteyou are no longer here. so please leave.
ReplyDeleteand when you leave this time, don't ever come back.
I wish you the best for the rain that rests upon your shoulders is no longer a part of me.
ReplyDeleteShade acting like shelter,
ReplyDeleteOnly forgetting what it was housing, and protecting underneath it.
The shade dies, the shade leaves, walks away. Just like everyone else who left you. But it's okay when you remember that the sun will be out another day.
I like it better here in the shade where I can see you. Me.
ReplyDeleteLove me in the shade... It's all you can do :( you are missing all the fun we could have in the light. Someday I hope you could realize what a terrible wrong doing this is to me...and to yourself too
ReplyDeleteLove <3
I did. Now you say, I'm your the-one-who-got-away.
ReplyDeleteI am getting tired of chasing you...You know I need you as much as you need me... I miss you Love <3
ReplyDeleteThe sad thing about us is that I dont believe anything you said anymore...I am living in reality not in my imagination, Thats the place where I get breaks when I am tired of this life... You can always find me there, the shade. Love <3
ReplyDeleteI know you'll come back. You always do.
ReplyDeleteOh wow! Thats powerful!
ReplyDeleteDon't ever leave me !!!
ReplyDeleteno!!!!!!! I don't know you miss or need me ,last we spoke was none of those above ,speak from your heart
ReplyDeleteDirections are easy to find ,as everything I had to contact me before is still there .
ReplyDeleteis this Love or is this Illusion ?
ReplyDeleteI thought we were the same person. I was wrong.
ReplyDelete