I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
Thursday, May 19, 2011
The Lifeguard Is Off Duty
Don't read too deeply into the things I say. You might drown.
I found myself spinning out of control in the whirlpool of your thoughts. I never knew how to save myself; and in all the frenzy, nothing made sense - you didn't make sense.
There you go, wandering off between the lines of a picture they say is worth a thousand words, even if they're Greek, while I wait patiently as ever in my home at square one.
Sweety, everything okay? Your words seem listless these days...
Have you forgotten that I will always love me more than I love you? I live for love though I'm too strong to take a risk that might weaken my love for you.
I can't go anymore. I have this instincts thats telling me that it wouldn't be a good idea. That's what happened before I tried every single time. It's just that something didn't feel right to me, but I went ahead did it anyway.
I'll always love you. I'll wait for a better circumtances.
I've drowned already--in my own tears! You did to me what I feared the most. Now I am lonely, and alone and it's because I took your words to heart. Need I say more?
If only you said what you meant, then I would never have to pretend I know you. Because let's be honest, I don't know you. You are forever my sinking ship.
I said what I meant. I meant what I said. It's really unfair for you to say things like that. I am not mind reader...I can't handle your personality. I am a fool.
n don't ever try to read how much i feel for her. u might still drown.
ReplyDeleteHow is your mind so beautiful? :)
ReplyDeleteI found myself spinning out of control in the whirlpool of your thoughts. I never knew how to save myself; and in all the frenzy, nothing made sense - you didn't make sense.
ReplyDeleteI have taught myself to swim...
ReplyDeleteBroken
Never doubt or underestimate my ability to tread for a mighty long time. It's worth the world to me for the occasions when the "things" feel fine. <3
ReplyDeleteNot too many people make me think like you do.
ReplyDeleteI'd rather drown in an ocean of you, than die of dehydration without.
ReplyDeleteBut you won't be the first to.
ReplyDeleteThere you go, wandering off between the lines of a picture they say is worth a thousand words, even if they're Greek, while I wait patiently as ever in my home at square one.
ReplyDeleteSweety, everything okay? Your words seem listless these days...
You forget I know how to swim.
ReplyDeleteHave you forgotten that I will always love me more than I love you? I live for love though I'm too strong to take a risk that might weaken my love for you.
ReplyDeleteYours sincerely,
E
And here I thought you were throwing me a lifeline ...
ReplyDeleteI can't go anymore. I have this instincts thats telling me that it wouldn't be a good idea. That's what happened before I tried every single time. It's just that something didn't feel right to me, but I went ahead did it anyway.
ReplyDeleteI'll always love you. I'll wait for a better circumtances.
Love.
XO
I've drowned already--in my own tears!
ReplyDeleteYou did to me what I feared the most. Now I am lonely, and alone and it's because I took your words to heart.
Need I say more?
i honestly feel like this sometimes!
ReplyDeleteIf only you said what you meant, then I would never have to pretend I know you. Because let's be honest, I don't know you. You are forever my sinking ship.
ReplyDeletehow deep is too deep?
ReplyDeleteMaybe I'm waving AND drowning.
maybe I'm ready to be buried at sea.
I said what I meant. I meant what I said. It's really unfair for you to say things like that. I am not mind reader...I can't handle your personality. I am a fool.
ReplyDeleteHuh?
ReplyDeleteIf you can't handle me on my worst then you don't deserve me at my best. Duh!
I have drowned.. already..... how can i drown further ???
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