I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
Thursday, November 24, 2011
The Last Meal Request
You don't get to yell at me for being dead, if you're the one that killed me.
and you don't get to be upset when I am the one that should be furious. You made your decision, I've made mine... now you have to live with that knowledge as I let it kill me.
you suck. I'm so mad at you for writing this, I want to punch you. Hard enough to make you see stars, if not knock you out cold. Killed you... Killed you?! I did not! How could I, when you wouldn't even let me near you.
why do you insist that I rise from the dead, when all you will do is stab me and kill me again? Why aren't you content with just killing me once? Why do I keep rising for you, when you ask?
Do you have your fingers crossed that's she's holding on? Maybe you should have told her you cared for her. Maybe you should have told her to wait. Maybe then she would have kept holding on.
It's not your fault I know; It's just your focus & miss judge or did you not, cause I'm still replying; I wonder what will happen if the same happen to you instead; ... we might be seeing eye to eye instead of through time.. INSTEAD.
but you could save me as i take my last breath, if that's what you wanted.
ReplyDeleteLOve this post!!
ReplyDeleteCan u follow my blog? i will follow u back!!
Kisses,
Saltos de Cristal
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ReplyDeleteIt just reminded me of this..
Indeed.
ReplyDelete<3
ReplyDeleteand you don't get to be upset when I am the one that should be furious. You made your decision, I've made mine... now you have to live with that knowledge as I let it kill me.
ReplyDeleteAh.
ReplyDeleteBut you do get to be upset. and regret it.
i wonder who it was that broke your heart.
ReplyDeleteyou suck.
ReplyDeleteI'm so mad at you for writing this, I want to punch you. Hard enough to make you see stars, if not knock you out cold.
Killed you... Killed you?! I did not! How could I, when you wouldn't even let me near you.
Please don't yell, I already hurt.
ReplyDeletewhy do you insist that I rise from the dead, when all you will do is stab me and kill me again?
ReplyDeleteWhy aren't you content with just killing me once?
Why do I keep rising for you, when you ask?
I am trying to figure out which anonymous one you are... You are forever invisble.
ReplyDeletei know you didn't write this. but i wonder if you read it and wished you had.
ReplyDeleteI keep trying to peg my Anonymous too. :) The one who's giving up or the one who's holding on? I've got my fingers crossed.
ReplyDelete...but you know what's most likely? That he's not posting anything at all.
;)
Do you have your fingers crossed that's she's holding on? Maybe you should have told her you cared for her. Maybe you should have told her to wait. Maybe then she would have kept holding on.
ReplyDeleteMy glass is half full and will always be.
ReplyDeleteYes, I told him...
ReplyDeletePerfect for Spanish rice!
ReplyDeleteIt's not your fault I know; It's just your focus & miss judge or did you not, cause I'm still replying; I wonder what will happen if the same happen to you instead; ... we might be seeing eye to eye instead of through time.. INSTEAD.
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