I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
Monday, May 28, 2012
The Pain Unfelt
I have told myself you are not allowed to hurt me anymore. That's what hurts the most.
Sometimes I am afraid to show what I feel. Not because I am afraid to show what I feel but because I am afraid of rejection.... Does that make sense at all?
Sometimes I am afraid of rejection too. I hide. Not for long. But every night before I fall asleep I know where I want to belong. With you. I just need you to say it too.
Amazing. Letting go is one of most painful decisions one could ever make.
ReplyDeleteLove this. So related to what I'm dealing with right now.
ReplyDeleteExactly two months since you broke my heart, I'm still nowhere close to letting you go.
ReplyDeleteOne day I'll feel this pain. One day.
I agree in the fullest - it really is tremendously difficult, but infinitely rewarding.
ReplyDeleteI hate goodbyes:(
ReplyDeletewe can be addicted to a certain kind of sadness
ReplyDeleteThere are so many tomorrows and people and things inside of them waiting to heal the wounds.
ReplyDeleteMake sure you don't bring the poison (or traces left on your skin/clothes/soul) with you.
There is no pain there. But you can't go if you won't let them go. So breathe and know, it won't sting forever.
i told myself you would be different, and that was what made you just like everyone else.
ReplyDeleteSometimes I am afraid to show what I feel. Not because I am afraid to show what I feel but because I am afraid of rejection.... Does that make sense at all?
ReplyDeleteSometimes I am afraid of rejection too. I hide. Not for long. But every night before I fall asleep I know where I want to belong. With you. I just need you to say it too.
ReplyDeleteDoes that make sense at all?
Sorry
ReplyDeleteI want to be with you too. So come say what you're saying here, to me..... I would love for you to stop hiding.
ReplyDeleteSo which is the better hurt? The one you inflict, or the one inflicted by not allowing you to hurt?
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