I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
Tuesday, January 21, 2014
The Space Between The Lamps
You drive too slowly down the streets where you once lived but you roll up your windows when you stop at the lights (just in case any of the ghosts try to get in).
Definitely what I felt when I spent New years eve where i used to live. I was silently hoping to get a glance of my ex, but when He was right in front of me, I pretended not to see..
Well, of course rolling up the windows was no good. Ghosts are memories, that's why they hurt so much. They are feelings we've forgotten how to feel and people we don't understand anymore. That's why they don't ever need your permission. The worst part about it all though is that ghosts are all the best parts of us, they are laced within our heart and soul. And that's why no one ever seems to realize that ghosts will haunt you even after you're gone.
Rolling up windows won't do any good, the ghosts don't need permission, they're already in you.
ReplyDeleteI love you.
ReplyDelete(Just in case your soul tries to get out of you,
ReplyDeletedeciding to stay where you once lived,
Again.)
I will always love you.
ReplyDeleteDefinitely what I felt when I spent New years eve where i used to live. I was silently hoping to get a glance of my ex, but when He was right in front of me, I pretended not to see..
ReplyDeleteWell, of course rolling up the windows was no good. Ghosts are memories, that's why they hurt so much. They are feelings we've forgotten how to feel and people we don't understand anymore. That's why they don't ever need your permission. The worst part about it all though is that ghosts are all the best parts of us, they are laced within our heart and soul. And that's why no one ever seems to realize that ghosts will haunt you even after you're gone.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry this happened to you.. there is never a good or convenient time for death or tragedy.
ReplyDeleteI wish you and your family the best.