I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
Wednesday, August 13, 2014
The Best I Could With What I Had In The Time I Was Given
What would you do to a heart, given the heartbeats over an entire lifetime, to do it in?
I'd write it all down, so neither you nor I could forget. Maybe I'll think it's all silly one day, but I want the chance to think it's all silly.
The heart without heartbeats caused death.heartbeats can bring life to a dead heart.music has also beats.music beats bring life to a song.if i get the heartbeats for an entire lifetime to a heart ,i'd sing in joy.
If I had that kind of time, if I had only what I have here and now, if I had your heartbeats to count the seconds passing I'd paint every picture I've never had energy for and sing you every song I've only sung as I was writing it while you were fast asleep. I would tell you what you mean to me every chance I get instead of screaming I hate you when Life gets in the way and it feels like you're ignoring me, even though I know you're not.
Iain, this post breaks my heart, but I'll never again read anything quite as beautiful. My only question for you is, you only have so many heartbeats left, and I probably have even less, does that make us any different from each other than we already are?
This makes me think of Robin Williams.
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The heart without heartbeats caused death.heartbeats can bring life to a dead heart.music has also beats.music beats bring life to a song.if i get the heartbeats for an entire lifetime to a heart ,i'd sing in joy.
ReplyDeleteIf I had that kind of time, if I had only what I have here and now, if I had your heartbeats to count the seconds passing I'd paint every picture I've never had energy for and sing you every song I've only sung as I was writing it while you were fast asleep. I would tell you what you mean to me every chance I get instead of screaming I hate you when Life gets in the way and it feels like you're ignoring me, even though I know you're not.
ReplyDeleteIain, this post breaks my heart, but I'll never again read anything quite as beautiful. My only question for you is, you only have so many heartbeats left, and I probably have even less, does that make us any different from each other than we already are?
It's up to us.xx
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I.m ashamed of myself now. I dont have the guts to come and apologise for my mistakes.
ReplyDeleteI am weak now. Come and save me .