I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
Monday, October 31, 2016
The Strange Reflections
You'll see. Sometimes, the answer to the question, “What’s the worst that could happen?”
Is both, “Seeing them again,” and “Never seeing them ever again.”
I just wish be able to love and to love back, fully and completely, with everything, even if it's just for a while. Buy they, they wear their selfishness like bright lights and their protective armour bruises my soft flesh. I can't get close. I can get close to any of them.
And I get sick by even thinking about him, seeing his name. But when february is over, I'll never see him again. And I'm not sure if I'm ready for that...
You are already in pain n still there. Whats the worst can be ?? Is it seeing me again or not seeing me ever !!! Because either ways its hurtful. May be we can try!
nailed it.
ReplyDeleteI just wish be able to love and to love back, fully and completely, with everything, even if it's just for a while. Buy they, they wear their selfishness like bright lights and their protective armour bruises my soft flesh. I can't get close. I can get close to any of them.
ReplyDeleteEvangelion's metaphor
ReplyDeleteI have lost all
ReplyDeleteAnd I gained the world
I didn't understand this at first. Then I lost him.
ReplyDeleteAnd now, I know. But I wish I didn't.
And I get sick by even thinking about him, seeing his name.
ReplyDeleteBut when february is over, I'll never see him again. And I'm not sure if I'm ready for that...
You are already in pain n still there. Whats the worst can be ??
DeleteIs it seeing me again or not seeing me ever !!!
Because either ways its hurtful. May be we can try!