I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
The Fading Grey
It's easy. You just love me with all your heart and soul till the end of time.
*low laughter* That part is easy. It's the keeping everything else from getting in the way -- circumstances, your brain, life in general -- that is the difficult part.
It's not being able to look into your eyes to say I love you, no one else but you and that life without you is no life at all which stabs at my heart and tears away at my soul draining me of love which could be given to another and this is not easy.
Eternal love is not easily found. Love is free and maybe I will let go of you some day. I will find something better as I will be too tired of getting hurt. Tired of loving you but never being loved.
It's easy. You just love me with all your heart and soul till the end of time.
if only it was that easy. <3
ReplyDeleteand while i do understand that you'll be needing some time, you should also know that i won't be here forever.
ReplyDelete*low laughter* That part is easy. It's the keeping everything else from getting in the way -- circumstances, your brain, life in general -- that is the difficult part.
ReplyDeleteLoving you for eternity is a given.
ReplyDeleteIt's not being able to look into your eyes to say I love you, no one else but you and that life without you is no life at all which stabs at my heart and tears away at my soul draining me of love which could be given to another and this is not easy.
metatron
I've realized that I'm slowly stopping being the "me" and starting to be the "you"...it's a horrible feeling.
ReplyDeleteSorry, I'll be too busy making excuses, waiting for things to change on their own, and compiling lists of regrets. But its good to know how you feel.
ReplyDeleteI guess it's just easier said than done....<3
ReplyDeleteThere is no such thing as forever love. As much as i would love to believe in that.
ReplyDeleteJust don't give up on me.
ReplyDeleteEternal love is not easily found. Love is free and maybe I will let go of you some day. I will find something better as I will be too tired of getting hurt. Tired of loving you but never being loved.
ReplyDeletei want to try.
ReplyDeleteWhen you put it that way, I guess it isn't as hard as I thought it was.
ReplyDeleteMore like, it's simple rather than easy. If only we didn't complicate things for ourselves all the time.
ReplyDeleteI just wanted to say thank you.
ReplyDeleteI love this so much. You make it easier.
I lied to myself.
ReplyDeleteIt is easy to love you.
I'm just having troubles loving myself right now.
i won't give up on you.
ReplyDeleteeven long after you have given up on me.
I'll never give up on you, because giving up on you would be akin to giving up on myself.
ReplyDeleteI love you.
yea its easy.
ReplyDeletejust that there's a gulf of bottomless abyss between you and easy.
tell when you gonna make that leap.
It is easy.
ReplyDeleteWe're both doing it. For now.
so why did it end?
ReplyDeleteif it's so easy, why do our hearts break
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