I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
Monday, September 7, 2009
The Sky Is A Distraction
I can look anywhere in the world but at you. And it hurts to look anywhere in the world but at you.
The pleasure from pain is like a drug at times. But without it, we wouldn't know what the opposite feeling, joy, even is. So, thank you pain and heartache for existing-for you make the days of love and euphoria to come, that much better.
I wish you would stop to think about me. I know thats how this is so easy for you. You just block me out and pretend like I never existed. I wish I could do the same in a sense. But I am also glad I feel every damn thing I feel so when I dont anymore I know its really over. I wont have the worries of it creeping back up on me one day in the future. However, if you would just stop and think about it, none of this would even have to happen. There's nothing wrong with admitting when you're wrong. Love is the last thing you should allow pride to get in the way of, yet it seems to be all we do.
i am so sad without him... it hurts my heart everyday. i dont understand how someone who was your best friend can just walk away from you without even a word, not even a goodbye. it has been the most painful experience i have ever been through. i have this hole in my heart that i cannot fill and i am afraid, i may never see him again...
"i dont think i wanna go to NY anymore... because I'd die if I saw you, I'd die if I didn't see you there. So i'm gonna steer clear, burn up in your atmosphere"
ouch, indeed.
ReplyDeleteit's amazing how you're always right...
ReplyDeleteI dont like weekends anymore coz it makes 2 days without a word from you...
hopefully i will look at him soon... cant wait for that...
that's ok. as long as it hurts you to look anywhere in the world but at me.
ReplyDeletethese are the truest words i've ever read.
ReplyDeletei know that feeling, especially when you are not allowed to have the one you want to look at
ReplyDeletethis is exaclty how i feel right now.
ReplyDeleteeverything seems good yet something's amiss
because 'you' are not there.
beautiful.
ReplyDeleteThe pleasure from pain is like a drug at times. But without it, we wouldn't know what the opposite feeling, joy, even is.
ReplyDeleteSo, thank you pain and heartache for existing-for you make the days of love and euphoria to come, that much better.
Great Post.
<3 E
I'm just keeping myself moving, for now. I haven't stopped to think about you yet. If you ever see this, I wonder if you'll know it's me.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful.
ReplyDeleteThe person I want to look at is on the other side of the counrty.
This is beautiful...
ReplyDeleteStory of my life.
ReplyDeleteIt's nice to know I'm not the only one.
I wish you would stop to think about me. I know thats how this is so easy for you. You just block me out and pretend like I never existed. I wish I could do the same in a sense. But I am also glad I feel every damn thing I feel so when I dont anymore I know its really over. I wont have the worries of it creeping back up on me one day in the future. However, if you would just stop and think about it, none of this would even have to happen. There's nothing wrong with admitting when you're wrong. Love is the last thing you should allow pride to get in the way of, yet it seems to be all we do.
ReplyDeleteAww that is so sad.. Nice photo.
ReplyDelete-save-my-soul93
I've tried to look away. And I failed.
ReplyDeleteDAMMIT.
ReplyDeleteYou said "'aint this just like the present
ReplyDeleteTo be showing up like this"
As a moon waned to crescent
We started to kiss
And I said I know it well
I know it well ...
Looking at the sky
ReplyDeleteThe person I want to look at is on the other side of the world.
ReplyDeletehe left.
ReplyDeletei only talked to him once...
he gave me advice, and hugged me.
oh how i miss his face
i am so sad without him... it hurts my heart everyday. i dont understand how someone who was your best friend can just walk away from you without even a word, not even a goodbye. it has been the most painful experience i have ever been through. i have this hole in my heart that i cannot fill and i am afraid, i may never see him again...
ReplyDeletei wish you know how much i'll miss you when you are gone. =(
ReplyDeletei hope it hurts you right back.
ReplyDeletestill it is the sweetest no matter the pain
ReplyDelete"i dont think i wanna go to NY anymore... because I'd die if I saw you, I'd die if I didn't see you there. So i'm gonna steer clear, burn up in your atmosphere"
ReplyDeleteit's hard...it's painful... :((
ReplyDelete