I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
I am still a reality. Just no longer your reality. Maybe you you could dream up ways to make new memories and then we can leave this haze, enter into the light together, again.
...why do we as humans complicate things so easily? Because I believe when it really comes down it...the choices are simple. It's usually right in front of your face.
The great Brahmin priest stood atop the hill, looking at the small goat he was about to sacrifice. Thousands of faithful waited below. As the priest lifted his knife the young goat began to cry. The priest, astonished that a goat could cry, said "Do not fear, little goat. You will soon be with God."
"I do not cry for myself," said the goat. "I cry for you." Even more surprised, the priest asked, "I am the highest priest in the land! Why cry for me?" The goat turned its head. "Do you see that old tree standing next to the temple entrace?" The priest answered. "Of course. That tree has lived for a thousand years." The goat persisted. "How many leaves are there on the tree?" The priest, dumbfounded and exasperated, answered. "It is impossible to count them all. There are too many." The goat's eyes were brown and soft. "Just so many lives ago," said the goat, "I, too, was a great Brahmin priest."
- credit: my version of Bernard Sexton, "The Goat's Prophecy"
According to Wiki..Femme Fatale is a woman who may also be (or imply to be) a victim, caught in a situation from which she cannot escape; The Lady from Shanghai (a 1948 film noir) giving one such example. I cannot escape from this love, nor do I want to. I am victim of true love in a good way.
Although typically villainous, femmes fatales also appear as heroines in some stories by the end of the tale. Would I not be saving the day for my lover who has longed for me for years till this very day?
This is but one side of me you see...I would never put anyone in harms way, but you will never be the same. Not when my LOVE is deep, deep blue, blue, only you.
Also it is true...Femme Fatales are very well endowed and irrestiable. Just sayin' :D
Music sometimes is just music. I play it if a request to follow arrives. If I like, I listen. Is that ok? Every memory is a memory. The part it plays - is the way it should be. It then becomes a photo - it then makes you smile.... Just take a look out there when your ready - he/she is somewhere just waiting for you too. But 'love' has many forms. Please remember that. P.S. I am no-one really special. 'Just little Old Me'
Whoops my fault, thought you were my other soul mate...damn it. I hate when this happens.lol.
btw due to magnetic hysteresis it is generally not possible to reduce a magnetic field completely to zero, so degaussing typically induces a very small "known" field referred to as bias.
Proper degaussing will ensure there is insufficient magnetic remanence to reconstruct the data. Bam!
Little dresses are cool. I dig it! Has to be my size tho cause im most likely going to have to borrow it since we can only take soooo much on our yacht-o-lego.
Shirodhara? Yes please..I will have one with my cosmo. Might cure this insomnia I've been experiencing lately so I can get back to spending making more memories with you with you in my dreams. I've sooo been neglecting you lately and I'm sorry.
I like this a lot. It can work for both positive or negative experiences. Any memory we keep is as real as you want it to be and good memories help keep loved ones who've passed on alive in our hearts.
You know you are living God's will because the number of synchronization is ridiculous all around lol, like "Ey, I'm watching you" and you feel like he/she is smiling at you and kinda giggling. And in some short of way you feel inside like a thought or voice telling you what is going on and what he/she is gonna do. Then you make some questions and you receive the answer, usually short answer. When you are a good child of God, actually you are almost "perfect" with everything you need to go higher so you actually don't ask his/her help like that, rarely you do, but when you do, he/she is especifically here. He/she loves his creation so wants you to do it too. I hope that answer your question. But well ... I can tell you about what I feel.
God created the darkness to experience fragmentation and get back together. While you are living in a poralized world, as we are you are allowed to use the negativity so is part of his/her creation. Now, do it with the knowdledge of life so you don't make karma, that is kinda artistic :) There is creativity in that so he/she observes. If you were just a positive being YOU WOULDN'T BE HERE IN THIS PLANE hahahahahahhaha.
This "femme fatale" is busy building a lego pirate ship that won't leak when we sail away into the sunset :)
"Then he said something which moved me. It began: 'What a man wants [what a man wants!] is to believe that a woman can love him so much that no other man can interest her. I know that's impossible. I know that every joy carries its own tragedy.' Then we could again have openness? If I were truthful? 'Listen,' I said awkwardly, 'what a man wants is what I have given you to date, with an absolutism you could never imagine.' 'That is wonderful,' he said, very tenderly, dazed. Our first duel had come to an end."
I'm sure you'll find where the quote is from.
xo your philosophy girl, the other soul mate :)
p.s. If it's a private pirate ship, I'm positive clothing will be optional my dear ;)
p.p.s. Speaking of synchronicity, you should know that the day we met we shouldn't have met, I wasn't supposed to be working that day, but that's another story isn't it?
You just have no idea. Years ago with all of my dreams, I could have never imagined a dream like you. You have always been infinitely more amazing than any dreams I could ever create -
so tell me mr, what exactly is the answer to the question "have i ever physically cheated on my wife" and what is more damaging, emotional cheating or physical cheating? What is the difference? And what is wrong with normal human emotion provoked by memory? Oh, and I wouldn't have needed my spiritual convictions to keep me loyal to you...just sayin' ;)
this is philosophy woman...the one who is awaiting building a pirate ship and castles in the sands of time. I am truly a very spiritual person deep down. I know I am not here because im just a "positive" person...I am very intellectual and copious in my ways and words. And when I speak to you...you hear me without having to articulate a single syllable. A reticent haiku of love so to speak.
We have a connection that could remains eternal. Dreams are not the root to reality or my soul it's mush deeper than that. We are one, we share the same the precocious soul. An old soul and this is apparent through our love of music that over the years has continued to motivate and inspire us to create lives we once only dreamed of.
We have been forced to live apart but you were always with me. This morning I saw the sunrise and it was the most beautiful scene because in my dreams you were there watching it with me.
The amber sun rose across the endless sky awakening our souls and illuminating not only our renewed love for each other, but hope that we will meet again one day. It is here, on this plane, where our hopes and those of numerous souls similar to us have found a love so pure. So solid, that nothing can break us down.
I came to the realization yesterday that I don't have to be sleeping to see you in my dreams. We make memories with every image we are exposed to because we yearn to share the very same experiences with one another. So with that being said our ship, this ship of love has already set sail and soon you will drift to me and we will hold each other in one each others arms. And our kisses will be endless, timeless and renew a thousand hopes and wishes if not more.
PS, this is reality and we will share infinite life, love and laughter for years and worlds to come. I will be waiting for you where ocean meets the sand you will find me there for I hold the pearl in my hand.
this is for philosophy girl, this is an "assumed" Femme Fatale (haha still a joke)
Why are you explaining so much? Don't you know that the day you meet your soulmate, HE WILL KNOW, YOU WILL KNOW. SO: forget the cosmos, unless you are talking about the flower kind, or the lego pirate ships or the little black dress or yachts or anything that is not making you smile...go get a Shirodhara instead.
OK will do...I will stick with legos, pirate ships and the little black dress. Everything makes me smile. Life is too short to be in a funk (: Honestly tho I think freedom of speech is very important. I'm not apologizing for anything. I say what ever I feel without regret. Everything happens for reasons.
You are right but as a woman, my humble advice to you is to do all that stuff because YOU want it, because it makes YOU happy, it makes YOU smile and not to impress or please anyone, especially someone who seems to be giving you too much of a workout. And yes, everything happens for a reason but sometimes you don't get a reason. Life happens. This is when you take what you can, you get up and you move on. Love to you dear.
No one can ensure that tomorrow will be here that's the beauty of life and why I live for today. And if I have something to say then lay down your highest bets on the fact that I will say it.
I am natural, but I still twinkle. Not like diamonds because diamonds are more for show then anything else.
It doesn't make a difference what the color of the dress is...
I like to sweat. You don't know me im not trying to impress anyone dear you can trust me on that note. I'm just being myself. Life happens as I make it. You can't control everything. If you do you will never really be humble let alone have a chance to explore and live life to the fullest.
How am I giving away too much information btw? I'm anonymous just like you.
...And yet! I (Ky) haven't/hasn't commented. Since Yesterday Morning. (Funny that - the maddness of the absences.) Just how many have I became now? And who will I be tomorrow? And the day after tomorrow? And beyond even that - tomorrow? I do hope I just become a shadow. Or in all my hopeful wisdom, you may give me grace and just set me free to just be 'Me/I'. But I can not fly with a broken wing....
you know, it doesn't have to be this way if you don't want it to. sometimes, you just need to step into someone else's reality instead of hiding behind your own dreams.
sometimes, you just need to show them you're still holding on.
and sometimes, you just need to show them they're still a part of your smile. when people change, memories are the only things which remain.
...Well then you. Tell me the way, it should be? Then I can comply. From where I sit, I have/had, the already happy life! That I once had. Before all the confusion,came to play. I wish to return too. Our seek a different venture... Be Direct.
You are my all time favorite blogger. Your words are so true and so blunt. You can express so much with so little. You are an inspiration to not only me but I'm sure plenty of others.
Life moves on because time throws us in to the wind not because memories fade away. Of course some memories fade with time, but it's time that is the deciding factor of which dreams will become reality and which only a memory. I'm back to my deeper being now. I apologize for trying to put a smile on your face with words of pirate ships, little black dresses and sex on the beach. I am sorry. Of course life moves on and time is always on our sides if we can make use of it properly and take a look at the deeper side of human beings and not be so quick to fiend for the chase. Sometimes what you're hunting for is right under neath your nose. Sometimes you have to dive in --- head first off the plank, arrrr matey!
oh no! there is a lot of fuckery to do with you before that! I need to see you explode and confused and.... mmmmmhhh.... let me think.... buff.... there are some things you don't really need to know, you need to FEEL!
a memory? is easier to make a photo album with someone like you.... EEEAAAAASYYYY :) BAHAHAHAHA you see? you are even funny. Do you even know what you are saying?
You're riiiight! I don't have balls...well @ least not physically. And I like it that way thanks! lol... on the other hand if we are talking about mental ballz I got BIG ONES! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_W-fIn2QZgg
lucky we, there are a lot of men in the universe, otherwise I would have to hang up myself NOW, no thanks, life is nice after all, and Jesus said "Love the ones without balls too .." well, maybe wasn't exactly that ..., but, well, we have to love you too, but I don't like you
I love this blog! I'm not the one calling people pussies and asking them if they have balls... I think it's fair to respond in my defense that's all. I don't want anyone to use those words here either. Trust me. I'm not here to corrupt anything and if you think that you're absolutely wrong.
All in due time. Patience is the key. But here is a quote for the meantime...
The shortest and surest way to live with honour in the world, is to be in reality what we would appear to be; and if we observe, we shall find, that all human virtues increase and strengthen themselves by the practice of them. -- Socrates
Thank you, but I don't copy phrases, I make them my own. And what does that mean? blah blah blah, that's all people like you have blah blah blah, honour?? o maaan, you are out of all that for me now..... you are just OUT
I didn't say I had honour I meant you did that's if you're the person that wrote this blogg? It's a compliment silly. I don't mean anything bad by anything I have posted here. You really think that?
I'll agree with you that I'm not perfect and that sometimes what comes out of my mouth is blah,blah,blah. But, really who is perfect? I wouldn't want to be perfect I just want to be myself. And I hope when people take to me it's exactly for that reason, ya'know? Because I'm just being me.
If you're not the person that wrote this blog then why are you here corrupting it and acting like you're shit don't stink? Btw, you have no honour you're not the person I thought you were and by the way you are talking to me I bet highly that a lot of people that know you feel the same way. Don't want to hurt your feelings. I'm just making an observation and being honest.
till you recover yours (if possible bhahahha) you can use this ones http://shinymedia.blogs.com/photos/uncategorized/2007/12/28/pink.jpg nice, aren't they? pink, for girls.....ohhhhh sorry I meant boys
an observation that is PERFECT, so nothing I wish more that you take me out of your blind .... everything..... and go far away so here you are not welcome, in my little world. I repeat you are OUT
do you think people know about me because I'm a pussy person or something, man I have a really big courage and you are not gonna humilliate me with NOTHING and ANYONE. I love me more. Go to hell.
I'm not quite sure what I said or did to make you flip your lid on me, but it sounds like a personal problem of your own. I hope everything works out for you. And I couldn't be more pleased to not be enough for you because I would never want to be involved with your immature ways in any type of relationship! I'm done responding to you...Get lost! MuahXx
I just wanted to apologize to the and thank the awesome person who maintains this blog because what they have to say is a a million times more important and meaningful then anything that has probably ever come out of your mouth. I am apologizing for you Mr.Ineedtoknowyouhaveballs...get out of here you don't have any yourself Anon. This is completely disrespectful to the the author, the readers and myself. There are a thousand other blogs out there on the web and I'm sure you could find some other people to bother with your nonsense.
what did you just said? ...... I don't want to see your balls, I'm just saying you don't have them :) By the way I respect Iain buuuf, how can I tell you.... buf buf... TO THE IN-FI-NI-TE AND BEYOND!!!! lol
Of course I am confused. I have no idea what you are talking about..I remember deep blue, but other than that I am completely lost. My fault am I supposed to know what's going on?
What do you want to know? There are a lot of people that follow this blog that could be anyone...and I am not sure why it is so relevant for you to know who I am if you're not the person that writes this. What's it to you?
I don't really care, as long as my message be received for the person I want .... the rest is secundary, then why are you replying me? you like trouble or what, I'm not talking to Iain, he didn't do nothing to me.
Are you talking to me specifically? Wait, I don't get it...what message do you want someone to get out of this...Of course I don't like trouble. Last time I checked I didn't do anything to you either...be more specific. I'm replying because you're confusing the hell out of me. What I am saying and have said is not fuckery as you say..
I think anonymous one you are right in everything you say, I'm a pussy without balls and I just can't satisfy you. I can't. If I could I will do it, it is just that I'm not enough to get you. Please forgive me.
We Anonymii are legion, but are not the same person. Untangling the scheme of identity in this masked blog is an impossibly Gordian undertaking.
PS: Perhaps the anger being directed at you relates to Anais Nin's into the male psyche. Henry Miller, macho as he was, could easily be reduced to insecure, quivering jelly.
I like the dream and reality part, but the memory just sort of upsets me.
ReplyDeletethis fits everyone, really. great!
ReplyDeleteYet I don't want you to be a memory. I want to hold on to you as a reality.
ReplyDeletethis is good timing for me...
ReplyDeleteThis doesn't make sense to me. Dream then reality...now just a memory?
ReplyDeleteand I was alright, then I was all wrong, but now I'm nothing at all.
ReplyDeleteMan, are you right. I know what you are talking about. But I think it will become reality again, soon?
ReplyDeleteHello, good timing.
ReplyDeleteAnd super depressing.
But you know.
Good mixture.
breathtaking...
ReplyDeleteThe realities of the reality made the dream a memory.
ReplyDelete..are you ready to show me it's us we are talking about?
ReplyDeletegod this is so relevant at this very second.
ReplyDeleteand it hurts so bad.
I am still a reality. Just no longer your reality. Maybe you you could dream up ways to make new memories and then we can leave this haze, enter into the light together, again.
ReplyDeletewaiting for the reality part to happen soon.
ReplyDeletenew dreams, new realities, new memories. Nothing lasts, but nothing is lost.
ReplyDeleteThe question IS...are you ready to reveal your true identity? You are the only one that can turn the dreams and reality..in to a memory.
ReplyDeletewhat is going on in here? :D
ReplyDeleteit only takes one leap of faith to change everything, forever
ReplyDeletestory of my life.
ReplyDeleteThat girl he is talking about must be really wicked lol
ReplyDeleteIn my dreams, you do not hide.
ReplyDeletethen leap
ReplyDeleteand who is she? who is she? ..... wait! maybe is a boy -- oh! no!!!
ReplyDeletemy heart will GO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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ReplyDeleteyesterday I was a goddess, here a muse, I just need to be blind and deaft..... and I'll be a star :D yeah!!! I love everybody!!! and everyone!!! lol
ReplyDeleteno
ReplyDeleteI know a city where people get a lot of sex all the time and clean the house with high heels
ReplyDeleteMaybe the girl isn't wicked, just complicated :)
ReplyDelete...why do we as humans complicate things so easily? Because I believe when it really comes down it...the choices are simple. It's usually right in front of your face.
The great Brahmin priest stood atop the hill, looking at the small goat he was about to sacrifice. Thousands of faithful waited below. As the priest lifted his knife the young goat began to cry. The priest, astonished that a goat could cry, said "Do not fear, little goat. You will soon be with God."
ReplyDelete"I do not cry for myself," said the goat. "I cry for you." Even more surprised, the priest asked, "I am the highest priest in the land! Why cry for me?" The goat turned its head. "Do you see that old tree standing next to the temple entrace?" The priest answered. "Of course. That tree has lived for a thousand years." The goat persisted. "How many leaves are there on the tree?" The priest, dumbfounded and exasperated, answered. "It is impossible to count them all. There are too many." The goat's eyes were brown and soft. "Just so many lives ago," said the goat, "I, too, was a great Brahmin priest."
- credit: my version of Bernard Sexton, "The Goat's Prophecy"
Femme fatale here, baahhh!
ReplyDeleteWhat did you just said? I'm star now zorry :)
ReplyDeleteI'm full of emotions now look:
ReplyDelete:)
:D
:O
:o
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>:/ <----- really confused
baahhh!
ReplyDeletethe memories are a product of the mind, do people use their mind or their heart?
ReplyDeletewhat? >:/
ReplyDeleteFemme fatale? Then let her go. It's as simple as 1, 2...or could it be that you love the drama.
ReplyDeleteWondering if she knows, he thinks she is a femme fatale. What a joke.
ReplyDeletemaybe she doesn't :D
ReplyDelete...who is she?
ReplyDeleteAccording to Wiki..Femme Fatale is a woman who may also be (or imply to be) a victim, caught in a situation from which she cannot escape; The Lady from Shanghai (a 1948 film noir) giving one such example. I cannot escape from this love, nor do I want to. I am victim of true love in a good way.
ReplyDeleteAlthough typically villainous, femmes fatales also appear as heroines in some stories by the end of the tale. Would I not be saving the day for my lover who has longed for me for years till this very day?
This is but one side of me you see...I would never put anyone in harms way, but you will never be the same. Not when my LOVE is deep, deep blue, blue, only you.
Also it is true...Femme Fatales are very well endowed and irrestiable. Just sayin' :D
Music sometimes is just music. I play it if a request to follow arrives. If I like, I listen. Is that ok?
ReplyDeleteEvery memory is a memory. The part it plays - is the way it should be. It then becomes a photo - it then makes you smile....
Just take a look out there when your ready - he/she is somewhere just waiting for you too.
But 'love' has many forms. Please remember that.
P.S. I am no-one really special. 'Just little Old Me'
degaussing the process in which, using a magnet, a photograph is permanently erased.
ReplyDeleteFemme fatale is seducing the goat. The goat is interested.
ReplyDeleteDon't give her ideas.... don't give her ideas... lol
ReplyDeleteMusic becomes a photo. Mars once had oceans.
ReplyDeleteWhoops my fault, thought you were my other soul mate...damn it. I hate when this happens.lol.
ReplyDeletebtw due to magnetic hysteresis it is generally not possible to reduce a magnetic field completely to zero, so degaussing typically induces a very small "known" field referred to as bias.
Proper degaussing will ensure there is insufficient magnetic remanence to reconstruct the data. Bam!
what? :/, >:/
ReplyDeleteI must add magnets are actually awesome for massage therapy. Thanks for reminding me, must book one.
ReplyDeletedo you know what happens when a shepherd has affection for one of his goats?
ReplyDeleteOh yeah? Never tried magnets as therapy only to attract you...I like getting stoned myself. Hot rocks! mmmmm
ReplyDeleteThey have a shepby?
ReplyDeletea minotaurus ?
ReplyDeleteHey you know they make a lego game for that if you're feeling frisky on a Friday night...http://shop.lego.com/ByTheme/Product.aspx?p=3841&cn=595&d=70
ReplyDeletetoo perfect for today. great as always!
ReplyDeletelet's have some fun!
ReplyDeleteOnly if you build it with me Anonymous #2? Legos are an excellent form of distraction when used properly..so I've heard...
ReplyDeleteI like legos ^_^
ReplyDeleteCan we build a pirate ship and sail away together?
ReplyDeletelol yeah! and cosmopolitans ...
ReplyDeleteand a little dress
ReplyDeleteI never would have suspected cosmos, but hey works for me! Only in a fancy, shmancy glass tho...
ReplyDeleteLittle dresses are cool. I dig it! Has to be my size tho cause im most likely going to have to borrow it since we can only take soooo much on our yacht-o-lego.
ReplyDeleteoh damn, you mean a little dress for me .. not you? even better!
ReplyDelete... yes for you! hahahaha
ReplyDeleteChanged my mind. Try a Shirodhara massage.
ReplyDelete..are you philosophy girl?
ReplyDeleteThe dress doesn't have to be fancy but the glass on the other hand...well, if you're gonna do it up..better do it right, yakno?
ReplyDeleteThis... This is excellent timing. It's a memory, and I gotta start dreaming again.
ReplyDeleteThank You, for You took the words right out of my mouth.
<3
Yes, philosophy girl, tis me..muah haha!
ReplyDeletewho is philosophy girl?
ReplyDeleteShirodhara? Yes please..I will have one with my cosmo. Might cure this insomnia I've been experiencing lately so I can get back to spending making more memories with you with you in my dreams. I've sooo been neglecting you lately and I'm sorry.
ReplyDelete:)
ReplyDelete(:
ReplyDeleteI believe that people will experience something like this one way or the other.. I feel this.
ReplyDeleteso mr, what exactly is "living right by God's will"?
ReplyDelete..we have the element for making happiness
ReplyDeleteI like this a lot. It can work for both positive or negative experiences. Any memory we keep is as real as you want it to be and good memories help keep loved ones who've passed on alive in our hearts.
ReplyDeletehow do you know when you are living "God's will"?
ReplyDeleteWe were talking about gods will here? I'm still hooked on the cosmos and massages bit.
ReplyDeletepainfully true.
ReplyDelete..how would be to be one in front of the other, how many seconds before our lips would touch again..
ReplyDeletemore like how many seconds could we go in between intervals of our lips touching one anothers after that reunion..
ReplyDeleteYou know you are living God's will because the number of synchronization is ridiculous all around lol, like "Ey, I'm watching you" and you feel like he/she is smiling at you and kinda giggling. And in some short of way you feel inside like a thought or voice telling you what is going on and what he/she is gonna do. Then you make some questions and you receive the answer, usually short answer. When you are a good child of God, actually you are almost "perfect" with everything you need to go higher so you actually don't ask his/her help like that, rarely you do, but when you do, he/she is especifically here. He/she loves his creation so wants you to do it too. I hope that answer your question. But well ... I can tell you about what I feel.
ReplyDeleteGod created the darkness to experience fragmentation and get back together. While you are living in a poralized world, as we are you are allowed to use the negativity so is part of his/her creation. Now, do it with the knowdledge of life so you don't make karma, that is kinda artistic :) There is creativity in that so he/she observes. If you were just a positive being YOU WOULDN'T BE HERE IN THIS PLANE hahahahahahhaha.
ReplyDeleteWe are always being tested, that won't stop.
ReplyDelete..you are always welcome in here :) .. I'm very limited myself
ReplyDeleteyou should know, your words make a difference.
ReplyDeleteyour art matters.
Mr. Proper/Improper Degaussing (only you! ;)
ReplyDeleteThis "femme fatale" is busy building a lego pirate ship that won't leak when we sail away into the sunset :)
"Then he said something which moved me. It began: 'What a man wants [what a man wants!] is to believe that a woman can love him so much that no other man can interest her. I know that's impossible. I know that every joy carries its own tragedy.' Then we could again have openness? If I were truthful? 'Listen,' I said awkwardly, 'what a man wants is what I have given you to date, with an absolutism you could never imagine.'
'That is wonderful,' he said, very tenderly, dazed. Our first duel had come to an end."
I'm sure you'll find where the quote is from.
xo
your philosophy girl, the other soul mate :)
p.s. If it's a private pirate ship, I'm positive clothing will be optional my dear ;)
i think more back to dream
ReplyDeletep.p.s. Speaking of synchronicity, you should know that the day we met we shouldn't have met, I wasn't supposed to be working that day, but that's another story isn't it?
ReplyDeletewho cares!!! lol It's too late now :D the past is gone ! we'll live in the eternal NOW
ReplyDeleteSounds good to me :) But I'm just saying!
ReplyDeleteJust like my heart -rises in hope of a reality , then falls into a dream which if memory serves me is such a sweet sleep. You are my dream ...
ReplyDelete.. aren't dreams then the soul of the reality?
ReplyDeleteYes, they are. And thank God for that -
ReplyDeleteYou just have no idea. Years ago with all of my dreams, I could have never imagined a dream like you. You have always been infinitely more amazing than any dreams I could ever create -
so tell me mr, what exactly is the answer to the question "have i ever physically cheated on my wife" and what is more damaging, emotional cheating or physical cheating? What is the difference? And what is wrong with normal human emotion provoked by memory? Oh, and I wouldn't have needed my spiritual convictions to keep me loyal to you...just sayin' ;)
ReplyDeletethis is philosophy woman...the one who is awaiting building a pirate ship and castles in the sands of time. I am truly a very spiritual person deep down. I know I am not here because im just a "positive" person...I am very intellectual and copious in my ways and words. And when I speak to you...you hear me without having to articulate a single syllable. A reticent haiku of love so to speak.
ReplyDeleteWe have a connection that could remains eternal. Dreams are not the root to reality or my soul it's mush deeper than that. We are one, we share the same the precocious soul. An old soul and this is apparent through our love of music that over the years has continued to motivate and inspire us to create lives we once only dreamed of.
We have been forced to live apart but you were always with me. This morning I saw the sunrise and it was the most beautiful scene because in my dreams you were there watching it with me.
The amber sun rose across the endless sky awakening our souls and illuminating not only our renewed love for each other, but hope that we will meet again one day. It is here, on this plane, where our hopes and those of numerous souls similar to us have found a love so pure. So solid, that nothing can break us down.
I came to the realization yesterday that I don't have to be sleeping to see you in my dreams. We make memories with every image we are exposed to because we yearn to share the very same experiences with one another. So with that being said our ship, this ship of love has already set sail and soon you will drift to me and we will hold each other in one each others arms. And our kisses will be endless, timeless and renew a thousand hopes and wishes if not more.
PS, this is reality and we will share infinite life, love and laughter for years and worlds to come. I will be waiting for you where ocean meets the sand you will find me there for I hold the pearl in my hand.
I have a plan for happiness, but I have to be sure you are serious about us
ReplyDeleteI've never been more serious in my entire life! Look up to the sky when you get lonely it is a familiar place and speaks volumes. Promise?
ReplyDeletethis is for philosophy girl, this is an "assumed" Femme Fatale (haha still a joke)
ReplyDeleteWhy are you explaining so much? Don't you know that the day you meet your soulmate, HE WILL KNOW, YOU WILL KNOW. SO: forget the cosmos, unless you are talking about the flower kind, or the lego pirate ships or the little black dress or yachts or anything that is not making you smile...go get a Shirodhara instead.
"Serious" sounds same as "Sirius", so do not be "Sirius", be natural :D
ReplyDeleteOK will do...I will stick with legos, pirate ships and the little black dress. Everything makes me smile. Life is too short to be in a funk (: Honestly tho I think freedom of speech is very important. I'm not apologizing for anything. I say what ever I feel without regret. Everything happens for reasons.
ReplyDeleteplans don't work, dreams do ;) can anyone ensure tomorrow they will be here?
ReplyDeleteWHEN DID THE LITTLE DRESS BECAME BLACK? DID I LOSE SOMETHING? BAHAAHAHAHHA
ReplyDeleteYou are right but as a woman, my humble advice to you is to do all that stuff because YOU want it, because it makes YOU happy, it makes YOU smile and not to impress or please anyone, especially someone who seems to be giving you too much of a workout. And yes, everything happens for a reason but sometimes you don't get a reason. Life happens. This is when you take what you can, you get up and you move on. Love to you dear.
ReplyDeleteNo one can ensure that tomorrow will be here that's the beauty of life and why I live for today. And if I have something to say then lay down your highest bets on the fact that I will say it.
ReplyDeleteI am natural, but I still twinkle. Not like diamonds because diamonds are more for show then anything else.
It doesn't make a difference what the color of the dress is...
I like to sweat. You don't know me im not trying to impress anyone dear you can trust me on that note. I'm just being myself. Life happens as I make it. You can't control everything. If you do you will never really be humble let alone have a chance to explore and live life to the fullest.
ReplyDeleteHow am I giving away too much information btw? I'm anonymous just like you.
We have abused this commentaries side enough, arent we?? so kisses and see you sooner or later ;)
ReplyDeleteAren't we what?
ReplyDelete...And yet!
ReplyDeleteI (Ky) haven't/hasn't commented.
Since Yesterday Morning.
(Funny that - the maddness of the absences.)
Just how many have I became now? And who will I be tomorrow?
And the day after tomorrow?
And beyond even that - tomorrow?
I do hope I just become a shadow.
Or in all my hopeful wisdom, you may give me grace and just set me free to just be 'Me/I'.
But I can not fly with a broken wing....
you know, it doesn't have to be this way if you don't want it to.
ReplyDeletesometimes, you just need to step into someone else's reality instead of hiding behind your own dreams.
sometimes, you just need to show them you're still holding on.
and sometimes, you just need to show them they're still a part of your smile.
when people change, memories are the only things which remain.
...Well then you. Tell me the way, it should be?
ReplyDeleteThen I can comply.
From where I sit, I have/had, the already happy life!
That I once had.
Before all the confusion,came to play.
I wish to return too. Our seek a different venture...
Be Direct.
The way it should be is exactly the way you want it to be.
ReplyDeleteAnd that's up to you to decipher.
Nothing in this world is ever straightforward and direct.
The world is for you to interpret, and make is your own in its entirety.
hey IWTFY
ReplyDeletei just want to let you know that you matter, and your words matter. they matter to me. thanks for these words.
cheers.
to me too!
ReplyDeleteSuch a beautiful day, I would hold you so tight you would loose your breath...
ReplyDeleteIt's a beautiful day here too! Blue skies...sunshine, squeeze me!
ReplyDeleteI feel so full of life, can you handle me?
ReplyDelete..I wouldn't want it any other way. I am happy.
ReplyDeleteCan you handle me?
ReplyDeleteI will squeeze you and bite your lips..massage you neck before biting that too;)
ReplyDeleterarrrw! (big smile) I'd like that! I can def handle that too..
ReplyDeletethere will be much more to handle under the sun miss..
ReplyDelete..and in the rain?
ReplyDeleteIn the rain you will run into my harms, you will take my face with your hands, and kiss all of it.. Miss
ReplyDelete..now that is one memory I would never forget. Why do you call them harms?
ReplyDeleteyou do know this is miss philosophy responding to you about the sun and rain, correct?
ReplyDeletehow should I call them? And yes miss philosophy, but giver some more hint about you
ReplyDeletearms...I don't want to harm you. Def don't need you to harm me. You want more hints about me?
ReplyDeleteOps...yes I do miss
ReplyDeletehmmm, I am beautiful and brainy at the same time. I'm a nerd and a goofball. Sarcastic as hell. I like sex on the beach versus cosmos.. :)
ReplyDeleteI ♥ the sea and am crabby, but I don't live by the sea. You can find me where three rivers meet.
ReplyDeleteYou are my all time favorite blogger. Your words are so true and so blunt. You can express so much with so little. You are an inspiration to not only me but I'm sure plenty of others.
ReplyDelete& this is how life goes on...
ReplyDeleteReality fades into memory & memories itself fade away.
This is what helps life move on ! : )
And I'll keep missing you until you come back to me <3
ReplyDeleteMissing who?
ReplyDeleteLife moves on because time throws us in to the wind not because memories fade away. Of course some memories fade with time, but it's time that is the deciding factor of which dreams will become reality and which only a memory. I'm back to my deeper being now. I apologize for trying to put a smile on your face with words of pirate ships, little black dresses and sex on the beach. I am sorry. Of course life moves on and time is always on our sides if we can make use of it properly and take a look at the deeper side of human beings and not be so quick to fiend for the chase. Sometimes what you're hunting for is right under neath your nose. Sometimes you have to dive in --- head first off the plank, arrrr matey!
ReplyDeletememory is water
ReplyDeletedrying and fading
the tiniest drop
restores life
The more you try to make me a memory,
ReplyDeletethe more I will not fade.
Why? only you know this answer.
I am undecided.
ReplyDeletePerfect memories
or warty reality?
oh no! there is a lot of fuckery to do with you before that! I need to see you explode and confused and.... mmmmmhhh.... let me think.... buff.... there are some things you don't really need to know, you need to FEEL!
ReplyDeletea memory? is easier to make a photo album with someone like you.... EEEAAAAASYYYY :) BAHAHAHAHA you see? you are even funny. Do you even know what you are saying?
ReplyDeletecoward!!!
ReplyDeleteno balls no balls, is official we have a lacke of balls :(
ReplyDeletewho doesn't have balls? lol
ReplyDeletewhere are my balls ooohhhhh I can't see them ..... they abandoned me sniff sniff :'(
ReplyDeleteI got them right here. Come and get them. They miss you! ;)
ReplyDeleteif I even know who is answering lol .. I will tell you, but there are NO BALLS to admit it :'(
ReplyDeleteyou keep dreaming! just the lucky ones, not you
ReplyDeleteYou're riiiight! I don't have balls...well @ least not physically. And I like it that way thanks! lol... on the other hand if we are talking about mental ballz I got BIG ONES! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_W-fIn2QZgg
ReplyDeleteyou don't! any of them! pussy!
ReplyDeleteI'm very lucky too..why am I a pussy?
ReplyDeletelucky we, there are a lot of men in the universe, otherwise I would have to hang up myself NOW, no thanks, life is nice after all, and Jesus said "Love the ones without balls too .." well, maybe wasn't exactly that ..., but, well, we have to love you too, but I don't like you
ReplyDeletethat's what you are for me, I like that word ..
ReplyDeleteAww, why don't you like me? :P
ReplyDeletePlease, don't do this to this beautiful blog.
ReplyDeleteI do what I fucking want! :(
ReplyDeleteI love this blog! I'm not the one calling people pussies and asking them if they have balls... I think it's fair to respond in my defense that's all. I don't want anyone to use those words here either. Trust me. I'm not here to corrupt anything and if you think that you're absolutely wrong.
ReplyDeleteok ..... now I'll wait for you to iluminate me ..... tik tok tik tok :O
ReplyDeleteyou love this blog..... and this blog loves ME...... ¿? tell me what are you gonna do, strike a pose?? bahhahahaha
ReplyDeleteI think the city is falling :'(
ReplyDeleteAll in due time. Patience is the key. But here is a quote for the meantime...
ReplyDeleteThe shortest and surest way to live with honour in the world, is to be in reality what we would appear to be; and if we observe, we shall find, that all human virtues increase and strengthen themselves by the practice of them. -- Socrates
Thank you, but I don't copy phrases, I make them my own. And what does that mean? blah blah blah, that's all people like you have blah blah blah, honour?? o maaan, you are out of all that for me now..... you are just OUT
ReplyDeleteI didn't say I had honour I meant you did that's if you're the person that wrote this blogg? It's a compliment silly. I don't mean anything bad by anything I have posted here. You really think that?
ReplyDeleteI'm not the writter of this blog. He is a little more peaceful, thank God
ReplyDeleteI'll agree with you that I'm not perfect and that sometimes what comes out of my mouth is blah,blah,blah. But, really who is perfect? I wouldn't want to be perfect I just want to be myself. And I hope when people take to me it's exactly for that reason, ya'know? Because I'm just being me.
ReplyDeletebeing you is not enough, for someone like me. Sorry.
ReplyDeleteI don't even know who you are (lacke of balls you remember?) .... but well, I don't really like you :/
ReplyDeleteIf you're not the person that wrote this blog then why are you here corrupting it and acting like you're shit don't stink? Btw, you have no honour you're not the person I thought you were and by the way you are talking to me I bet highly that a lot of people that know you feel the same way. Don't want to hurt your feelings. I'm just making an observation and being honest.
ReplyDeletetill you recover yours (if possible bhahahha) you can use this ones http://shinymedia.blogs.com/photos/uncategorized/2007/12/28/pink.jpg
ReplyDeletenice, aren't they? pink, for girls.....ohhhhh sorry I meant boys
an observation that is PERFECT, so nothing I wish more that you take me out of your blind .... everything..... and go far away so here you are not welcome, in my little world. I repeat you are OUT
ReplyDeletedo you think people know about me because I'm a pussy person or something, man I have a really big courage and you are not gonna humilliate me with NOTHING and ANYONE. I love me more. Go to hell.
ReplyDeletelook the steps you take, mind not to get in the middle of my way with your blind world fuckery
ReplyDeleteI'm not quite sure what I said or did to make you flip your lid on me, but it sounds like a personal problem of your own. I hope everything works out for you. And I couldn't be more pleased to not be enough for you because I would never want to be involved with your immature ways in any type of relationship! I'm done responding to you...Get lost! MuahXx
ReplyDeleteby the way, I want to thank Iain..... for something.... but ... I'm pretty sure he is sleeping, sweet dreams!
ReplyDeleteI think that's fine ;)
ReplyDeleteLike deaf and blind people cannot see you....cannot hear you.... you need to beat them.... :'( poor people
ReplyDeleteI think each would do well to mind his own balls, not to mention take great care in parking them.
ReplyDeleteThis blog is a masked ball. I dance with you, love you, lift your mask, and if it isn't deep deep, blue blue, what'll I do?
I just wanted to apologize to the and thank the awesome person who maintains this blog because what they have to say is a a million times more important and meaningful then anything that has probably ever come out of your mouth.
ReplyDeleteI am apologizing for you Mr.Ineedtoknowyouhaveballs...get out of here you don't have any yourself Anon. This is completely disrespectful to the the author, the readers and myself. There are a thousand other blogs out there on the web and I'm sure you could find some other people to bother with your nonsense.
you don't do no-thing apart of blah blah blah, even that, I do it more than you .... that's all
ReplyDeleteyou don't do no-thing apart of blah blah blah, even that, I do it more than you .... that's all
ReplyDeletewhat did you just said? ...... I don't want to see your balls, I'm just saying you don't have them :) By the way I respect Iain buuuf, how can I tell you.... buf buf... TO THE IN-FI-NI-TE AND BEYOND!!!! lol
ReplyDeleteare you confused already?? come on, 2 more steps and you will explode.... I want to see that :D and the photo!
ReplyDeleteOf course I am confused. I have no idea what you are talking about..I remember deep blue, but other than that I am completely lost. My fault am I supposed to know what's going on?
ReplyDeleteif I even knew to who I'm talking too, (well.. ehem... talking?!?) but... who are you?
ReplyDeleteyou could be A-N-Y-O-N-E, so THAT is what you become "anyone", and like that is how you will remain in me, like anyone. <3
ReplyDeleteWhat do you want to know? There are a lot of people that follow this blog that could be anyone...and I am not sure why it is so relevant for you to know who I am if you're not the person that writes this. What's it to you?
ReplyDeleteI don't really care, as long as my message be received for the person I want .... the rest is secundary, then why are you replying me? you like trouble or what, I'm not talking to Iain, he didn't do nothing to me.
ReplyDeleteAre you talking to me specifically? Wait, I don't get it...what message do you want someone to get out of this...Of course I don't like trouble. Last time I checked I didn't do anything to you either...be more specific. I'm replying because you're confusing the hell out of me. What I am saying and have said is not fuckery as you say..
ReplyDeleteI think anonymous one you are right in everything you say, I'm a pussy without balls and I just can't satisfy you. I can't. If I could I will do it, it is just that I'm not enough to get you. Please forgive me.
ReplyDeleteOh! thank you! I forgive you. Come oooooon is not that bad not to have them .... It's fine now... I will find other one for me and everyone happy
ReplyDeleteI think you are the most beautiful person in the world, and with the tiny little dress just amazing, I'll saw it for you, what do you think?
ReplyDeleteOh thank you!, you seeee? if you are nice to me, I am nice to you :D TA-DA
ReplyDeleteA-N-Y-O-N-E, GOOD NIGHT
ReplyDeleteNow you are just being childish...what are you like 13? Obviously I did not apologize to you.
ReplyDeleteI-CANT-BREATH BAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHA
ReplyDeleteMiss Philosophy,
ReplyDeleteYour posts are a delight.
We Anonymii are legion, but are not the same person. Untangling the scheme of identity in this masked blog is an impossibly Gordian undertaking.
PS: Perhaps the anger being directed at you relates to Anais Nin's into the male psyche. Henry Miller, macho as he was, could easily be reduced to insecure, quivering jelly.
Im pretty sure I didnt passed from 12, I didnt like my 13 birthday.... no no no, and I mean it!
ReplyDeleteWell, I'm leaving, that God takes care of everyone, including me please. BYE!
ReplyDelete