I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
The Melting Of Glaciers
I tried so hard after they left to make my heart hard. And now you have undone all my hard work.
How ironic, this that binds us...so hard I've tried to tame the hardest of hearts while you were transforming yours to steel. Awakening us, our love is like scalding water over the arctic and I want to evaporate in to you..
I def would not want to be those tears trekking to the sea especially if I was heading to the Gulf..but I would have to first travel many rivers if coming from a mountain, depending upon where the mountain lay.
Yes, my heart is steel but you knew that already. You also knew that snake bites and cute little scorpion stings are like insect bites to me. They tickle and make me laugh!
Like a tower of alphabet blocks swept apart by one brush of the hand, You open the gulf in my soul that I thought that patchwork cloth had covered so well. Maybe I only left a temporary patch because I've been waiting for the right words to rip those seams apart. Maybe I've been waiting for you, and only you.
Let's put our heads & hearts together. Tonight and find a way. Our way. There is nothing we both want more so let's go. I've waited so long. But I would wait forever.
That is the single greatest news I've ever heard. I was flustered... You make me so happy to be able to love you. I'm crazy lucky. :) And I know it and will never forget it. :))
we are living in the NOW, forgiveness is very important for that, starting for forgiving ourselves .... ooooh... we sinners. I don't know why people sin ¿? noo idea lol From all my sins you are my favourite one!
And you, mine. And that's from a hefty pile o' sin. I need a stupid-hot shower now while I maintain a charade. Will do my best to ignore those 3 faces in the fancy tile. Lol.
I know your heart is steel. Lol, I’d live to make you laugh everyday…or die trying. Your words drive me crazy. Love is crazy. I like you in plaid. Maybe you have been waiting for me, for these words. Maybe, it wasn’t what you were missing, but what you were waiting for. A love you’ve known you’ve always had…my touch.
Put our hearts and heads together, you say? I’m in, a tete-a-tete it shall be. I know hearts break better than anyone else. But maybe they break for reasons and finding true love in the end is worth every ounce of pain throughout the healing process. You are the “boom baby, muah!” But you shouldn’t fear #2 when you should always know what’s important is to be #1 in your own eyes. A wise man once told me that. We don’t need that other chair anymore…I’m fine right here on your lap, thanks though..you’re so respectful.
by taking without asking that which is most sacred - do you see what you've created with your flagrant lack of respect? those times were religious, when we prayed together in the dark - and now nothing will ever be the same - you should know the reason why.
Melting isn't nearly as fun without help. But you make me melt with just a touch. A look. Sins, guilt, God not from a church. Of all we will do in the name of God and doing what is "right". The worst sin is not following your heart. No matter what, that would never make you a sin. The only sin in not being with you my love :)
The melting of laughter tears mounts - in my eyes and mind when I see people of naive mind out and about - drinking and riding with their friends. I always do picture something else... If only you could read my mind...
story of my life...it's easier to tear down, than to build up.
ReplyDeletethe photo's amazing...
ReplyDeletei feel you...
ReplyDeletegreat photo, jon.
ReplyDeletei know.. =(
ReplyDeleteand i think i love you for it
ReplyDeleteI don't want to be anything other than to be undone...with and because of you.
ReplyDeleteHow ironic, this that binds us...so hard I've tried to tame the hardest of hearts while you were transforming yours to steel. Awakening us, our love is like scalding water over the arctic and I want to evaporate in to you..
ReplyDeleteYou can keep dreaming girl
ReplyDeleteI don't have to dream anymore.
ReplyDeleteAnd I know I love you for it...
ReplyDelete..this is really happening..hold on - can you squeeze or pinch me again, please?
ReplyDeletePerfect. Ya big jerk!
ReplyDeletei lie with my heart and you know it.
ReplyDeleteA mountain fell in love
ReplyDeletewith gentle rain
they cleaved together
rock and snow, for eons
The melting is a parting
tears flowing to the sea
as the mountain weeps
I def would not want to be those tears trekking to the sea especially if I was heading to the Gulf..but I would have to first travel many rivers if coming from a mountain, depending upon where the mountain lay.
ReplyDeletesomeone always finds their way in.
ReplyDeletebeautiful photograph and sentiment. amazing how so few words can be so telling. you could write a novel just from those words.
ReplyDeleteI literally gasped when I read this.
ReplyDeleteYes, my heart is steel but you knew that already. You also knew that snake bites and cute little scorpion stings are like insect bites to me. They tickle and make me laugh!
ReplyDeleteLike a tower of alphabet blocks swept apart by one brush of the hand,
ReplyDeleteYou open the gulf in my soul that I thought that patchwork cloth had covered so well.
Maybe I only left a temporary patch because I've been waiting for the right words to rip those seams apart.
Maybe I've been waiting for you,
and only you.
Let's put our heads & hearts together. Tonight and find a way. Our way. There is nothing we both want more so let's go. I've waited so long. But I would wait forever.
ReplyDeleteMaybe maybe I'm perfect you
ReplyDeleteMiss Philosophy,
ReplyDelete"I've tried to tame the hardest of hearts"
Hearts cannot be tamed. Only broken.
Maybe I been afraid I would always have to play the role of runner-up and second place.
ReplyDeleteThat is an illusion, this chair has never been occupied at all :)
ReplyDeleteFears are useless :( for good or for bad, just useless. We might need a little of respect maybe ..
ReplyDeleteLove is crazy
ReplyDeleteThat is the single greatest news I've ever heard. I was flustered... You make me so happy to be able to love you. I'm crazy lucky. :) And I know it and will never forget it. :))
ReplyDeleteyeah.... I knoooow...... lol I am the boom!
ReplyDeletewe are living in the NOW, forgiveness is very important for that, starting for forgiving ourselves .... ooooh... we sinners. I don't know why people sin ¿? noo idea lol From all my sins you are my favourite one!
ReplyDeleteIsn't melting a sin?
ReplyDeleteAnd you, mine. And that's from a hefty pile o' sin. I need a stupid-hot shower now while I maintain a charade. Will do my best to ignore those 3 faces in the fancy tile. Lol.
ReplyDeleteI know your heart is steel. Lol, I’d live to make you laugh everyday…or die trying. Your words drive me crazy. Love is crazy. I like you in plaid. Maybe you have been waiting for me, for these words. Maybe, it wasn’t what you were missing, but what you were waiting for. A love you’ve known you’ve always had…my touch.
ReplyDeletePut our hearts and heads together, you say? I’m in, a tete-a-tete it shall be. I know hearts break better than anyone else. But maybe they break for reasons and finding true love in the end is worth every ounce of pain throughout the healing process. You are the “boom baby, muah!” But you shouldn’t fear #2 when you should always know what’s important is to be #1 in your own eyes. A wise man once told me that. We don’t need that other chair anymore…I’m fine right here on your lap, thanks though..you’re so respectful.
P.S. Can we make this happen in the shower?
ReplyDeleteuy!
ReplyDeleteby taking without asking that which is most sacred - do you see what you've created with your flagrant lack of respect? those times were religious, when we prayed together in the dark - and now nothing will ever be the same - you should know the reason why.
ReplyDeleteso is Earth healing herself with all that melting then? that is interesting ;)
ReplyDeleteMelting isn't nearly as fun without help. But you make me melt with just a touch. A look. Sins, guilt, God not from a church. Of all we will do in the name of God and doing what is "right". The worst sin is not following your heart. No matter what, that would never make you a sin. The only sin in not being with you my love :)
ReplyDeleteMore later
x
.. my sinner
ReplyDeleteMine,
ReplyDeleteXx
I didn't mean it!
ReplyDeleteXx
ooh... you are doing it again :/
ReplyDeleteNah uh! O_o
ReplyDeleteI have this pair of jeans...And I needed to fit back in2 them. Now I do!
ReplyDeleteKywiddlypoo
lmao, light as a feather stiff as a board..
ReplyDeleteYour heart was always soft, it was only your mind that you made rigid and hard. And maybe you can admit it's easier to let it be now.
ReplyDeleteJust be
ReplyDeleteYour lap as my favorite chair is my personal idea of heaven on earth. And I feel more content than ever that my dream could morph into a reality.
ReplyDeletestill waiting for someone to break down the walls i've built up around me,to melt my heart.
ReplyDeleteYou will always have that affect on me.
ReplyDeleteBtw, a breathtaking photo, Jon. Amazing.
Undone by you
ReplyDeleteIn my dreams
I sleep in
your
arms
My ear against
your
chest
And the
wordless indelible infinite warmth
sighs
of course
sighs
yours
I met you 8 years ago
I would wait until I was 80 to hear you say
mine
Completely undone by you
Laughing in your face - Lillian Axe
ReplyDeleteThe melting of laughter tears mounts - in my eyes and mind when I see people of naive mind out and about - drinking and riding with their friends.
ReplyDeleteI always do picture something else...
If only you could read my mind...
I don't have to read your mind. I feel the same way usually.
ReplyDeleteI love it when your heart is warm and fluid and not when it is cold and hard, so I am glad.
ReplyDeleteI know.
ReplyDeleteSo true to me right now. It almost hurt to read.
ReplyDeleteGet out of my head.
ReplyDeleteI feel like I'm going crazy. I really, honestly do. This isn't normal.
welcome to my world :D
ReplyDeleteSorry
ReplyDeletebut you are not
allow
to leave my head.
You
have a permanent home
in there.
:)
awesome is smallest word to describe what you write....beyond words to explain..
ReplyDelete