I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
The Things Sold By The Sea Shore
I could've sworn I was telling the truth when I told you I didn't miss you.
This is an amazing post for me personally. Yesterday I went to the beach and I just missed him so much. I threw my best friend of four years away for nothing. I miss you.
I wish I didn't miss him as much as I do, though everyday I try so hard to forget him, I try to remember all the bad things just to cover the good ones and tell myself I'm getting over him, that we weren't meant to each other, but anytime alone crash my mind with million of memories, good and bad, but finally you, my true love, my only love.
seahorses
ReplyDeleteYou were...at the time
ReplyDeletebut theres a gaping hole in the memory of my soul that your presence still holds - and i just remembered it.
ReplyDeletesometimes we lie to ourselves to alleviate our grief. consequently, only hurting ourselves more. be truthful to yourself.
ReplyDeleteI miss you.
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This hit me..
ReplyDeleteI said I was glad we ended. The box of memories I keep by my bed tell a different story.
ReplyDeleteJust because I don't think of you everyday, doesn't mean I don't miss you.
ReplyDeleteI tried to bury you
ReplyDeleteto lock you away
to cover you up
I tried to run away
to hide
I tried to kiss others
those that meant little
those I had loved before
those I still loved
I tried to wish you away
I tried to lie
I tried to pretend I did not see
When that didn't work,
I prayed
And still
the truth remains
the more I try to forget,
the more I try to push you away,
the more you will not fade
A million stars cannot lie
I miss you,
and why is everyone
not you?
busy hands & hopeful heart & accepting mind =
my wishing star
x
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i miss him
ReplyDeletebut i cant tell him that i do
cause i afraid that i need him more than he need me...
My heart speaks simply
ReplyDeletein true red blood,
my tongue lies before you
words.
You lie, at my shore
of windy blood
a sea never lying
still.
There is no profit in in lying to myself, but only in keeping you safe, like a pearl within my heart.
ReplyDeleteThis is an amazing post for me personally. Yesterday I went to the beach and I just missed him so much. I threw my best friend of four years away for nothing. I miss you.
ReplyDeletei hope that happens to me. i really believe i don't miss you right now...
ReplyDeleteI'll take back every hurting words I've thrown at your way.
ReplyDeleteInstead I'll say the words you want to hear.
Just say you miss me back.
but we both know that I'm lying.
ReplyDeleteAnd then, my love, I would be a fool for believing you.
ReplyDeleteAfter all, I did miss you too.
I guess I'll just have to get used to this feeling. I guess I'll just always miss you.
ReplyDeleteYou were my first love, after all. They say nobody really forgets that.
I wish I didn't miss him as much as I do, though everyday I try so hard to forget him, I try to remember all the bad things just to cover the good ones and tell myself I'm getting over him, that we weren't meant to each other, but anytime alone crash my mind with million of memories, good and bad, but finally you, my true love, my only love.
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