I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
Monday, September 6, 2010
The Day Tomorrow Came
I know you're busy doing all the things you always planned to do but remember, today is also the day that you kiss me.
I know you have planned many things recently such as kissing..but these things cannot be planned.I for one know that the last 6 months that I spent being in love with you were a complete waste of time.I shouldn't have planned telling you I should have just told you.Maybe I wouldn't have to watch you loving someone else right now.
I respect you alot. I truly do. Your words. Your level of hurt. No one could understand. But the only words I can mouth is that I respect you. I mean it.
Yes, I have been planning a lot of things to do including kissing...You and I, the reality in my imaginary world, are sweet and wild. You are the only one I want in this world but I can't make it come true by myself, would you help me? I need that.
I wonder if you can understand, there was no waste of time or kisses planned~it's all real,but if you don't actually make an appearance, how can I hold your hand... I think of you every day, but what exactly can I do, until you make an appearance, how can I whisper 'I love you'.. My wishes are like the notes of a song played out of sequence, waiting for your appearance, their meaning gets lost~& the wishes go wrong.. So please understand I'm still waiting for you.. That I haven't lost you, I can't, I know this is true It's how I feel about you because your'e still here in my heart.. but if you don't appear to make all things clear, Tell me, what can I do?
Yes, you should have just told me, I would have liked that, then there would be no confusion.
I will wait, I want to.. & so that you know, I told him about you..
how do i make an appearance? i may be stuck somewhere, something isn't working. the paths aren't crossing. is the timing wrong, what stands on the way? what do i need to do?
Tell me where I need to be, Just give me a date & time I will be there I will be there.. But the continuation of nothing Can't continue... It's not fair, It's just not fair~
I live in the past and I hate you. Didnt I make an appearance already? I hate you...But I want nobody but you. This is my revenge, silent revenge... who did you tell me about?
I sneaked out everytime where they were gone out for vacation, feeling like I was a thief. whats Even worse is I had to appear like a thief, I hope you understand how hard it was for me...I repect you its just the fear I cant control and something always went wrong...
I have built you up in my head so much that the image has attained life and speaks to me.
It is most likely a trick of the heart, that you seem to be addressing me. Everywhere I look I see your words, my echo. Never mind how outrageous, I hear it. Now if only I could understand.
I'm not so sure of what to say anymore. It was always me who acted first.. but it seems that I can't really resist doing so. I won't stop believing that you will finally take the first step in holding my hand and in kissing me but I'm also not expecting anything. It hurts a lot to wait, but I will wait and someday you will notice.
iloveyou.. mwahh
ReplyDeletedid you hear that, m?
ReplyDeleteI actually love this.
ReplyDeletexo
I did hear that, but I don't see you.
ReplyDelete~m
How do you know all this? Magic.
ReplyDeleteI wish.
ReplyDeletetoday someone kissed me and i'm pretty sure the whole time they didn't wish i was anyone else.
ReplyDeletewho's m? is there a love story happening through this blog?
ReplyDeleteEveryday is for kisses...I'm not waiting till tomorrow❥
ReplyDeleteawwww! :)
ReplyDeleteI know you have planned many things recently such as kissing..but these things cannot be planned.I for one know that the last 6 months that I spent being in love with you were a complete waste of time.I shouldn't have planned telling you I should have just told you.Maybe I wouldn't have to watch you loving someone else right now.
ReplyDeleteplease wait just a little longer, love. will you?
ReplyDeleteIf only he knew.....
ReplyDeleteI respect you alot. I truly do. Your words. Your level of hurt. No one could understand. But the only words I can mouth is that I respect you. I mean it.
ReplyDeleteWhat you see is me loving you and expressing it to someone else. I am a heathen for handing out second hand love.
ReplyDeleteOkay, I will wait...but dont piss me off again...I mean it. <3
ReplyDeleteyes, if she only knew :)
ReplyDeleteYes, I have been planning a lot of things to do including kissing...You and I, the reality in my imaginary world, are sweet and wild. You are the only one I want in this world but I can't make it come true by myself, would you help me? I need that.
ReplyDeleteI wonder if you can understand, there was no waste of time or kisses planned~it's all real,but if you don't actually make an appearance, how can I hold your hand...
ReplyDeleteI think of you every day, but what exactly can I do, until you make an appearance, how can I whisper 'I love you'..
My wishes are like the notes of a song played out of sequence, waiting for your appearance, their meaning gets lost~& the wishes go wrong..
So please understand
I'm still waiting for you..
That I haven't lost you, I can't,
I know this is true
It's how I feel about you
because your'e still here
in my heart..
but if you don't appear
to make all things clear,
Tell me, what can I do?
Yes, you should have just told me, I would have liked that, then there would be no confusion.
I will wait, I want to..
& so that you know,
I told him about you..
ok, m.
ReplyDeletehow do i make an appearance? i may be stuck somewhere, something isn't working. the paths aren't crossing. is the timing wrong, what stands on the way? what do i need to do?
ReplyDeleteSorry if I confused you.
ReplyDelete:)
Tell me where I need to be,
ReplyDeleteJust give me a date & time
I will be there
I will be there..
But the continuation of nothing
Can't continue...
It's not fair,
It's just not fair~
impersonations?
ReplyDeleteI live in the past and I hate you. Didnt I make an appearance already? I hate you...But I want nobody but you. This is my revenge, silent revenge... who did you tell me about?
ReplyDeleteI sneaked out everytime where they were gone out for vacation, feeling like I was a thief. whats Even worse is I had to appear like a thief, I hope you understand how hard it was for me...I repect you its just the fear I cant control and something always went wrong...
ReplyDeleteyou are you, and I am I, but are they we?
ReplyDeletemy heart is talking to you, but to whom does yours speak?
I am not waiting for you to appear, I just keep hoping.
I have built you up in my head so much that the image has attained life and speaks to me.
ReplyDeleteIt is most likely a trick of the heart, that you seem to be addressing me. Everywhere I look I see your words, my echo. Never mind how outrageous, I hear it.
Now if only I could understand.
I know how you feel, Dani. I'm sorry.
ReplyDeleteI picture his lips on mine...
ReplyDeleteI imagine his taste...
I feel his warmth...
I breathe his scent...
I melt.
I'm not so sure of what to say anymore. It was always me who acted first.. but it seems that I can't really resist doing so.
ReplyDeleteI won't stop believing that you will finally take the first step in holding my hand and in kissing me but I'm also not expecting anything. It hurts a lot to wait, but I will wait and someday you will notice.
I am hoping that you do.
so in love with this!
ReplyDeletei think he must've forgotten.
ReplyDelete