I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
Sunday, December 12, 2010
The Green Curtain
How many hearts would be invaded for the wrong reasons, if each time you said "I love you", you meant it?
I don't understand why the most purely beautiful statement in the English language is used so flippantly these days.
Things would be so much simpler if people just meant what they say; yes meaning yes, and no meaning no. There would be no more doubt or confusion, especially with love.
If I didn't mean it I wouldn't say it. And I make a point to say it nearly every day. Why do we make this love more complicated than it could be? Is the answer - to prolong it? But I can't fathom an ending. I'm simply incapable of it. For me this love is everlasting…
what if i do love him? what if i always have, but just never knew how to say it? my worry isn't that it's always been him, but that it will always be him and that i may never have the courage to say so.
To those that heard I Love You Your Heart knows those three little words ,goes beyond ever becoming 3 words . Impacts your whole being as your connected with each Heart Beat .
You just know ,with everything you have . That person saying I Love You goes Beyond
The problem with a word like Love is it means so many different things to different people, and all of them are true. Because Love isn't something any one of us can own, it belongs to us all or it never really was at all. And if my heart is your heart, is my heart, is yours, in this heart we share how is invasion possible?
I'm waiting for you to say it. I know you feel it but you are so scared. If it makes it any easier, it's already too late to say those words to me. You've got nothing to lose.
It is odd as we start out and learn of love - we think we know what it is but we don't, then we grow, learn, get hurt and hurt others. With that wisdom and experience, we look back at all times those 3 words fell from our lips not knowing all the while, it was not really love then...it was like.
But alas, what makes us special...I really LIKE you and I really LOVE you...You are my BEST FRIEND, my confidant, the keeper of my darkest secrets and I am yours. xo
Friend...another word bastardized by over/mis use.
I didn't make it hard or complicated, but you did. In fact, the simpler, the better for me. The little resentment I showed on my face when I looked at you is the simple indication of my acceptance of our love and hate relationship, however you completely denied everything we shared together with that one question. It's very hard for me to accept that.
What's worse is that I heard those three words in everything you said. I saw it in everything you did. I believed it because you backed it up with proof. And even still you left me for her. You sing blasphemies about your love for her now. What made your love for me less than that for her?
These words are not easy for me to say especially if I don't feel it...I will not say it if I don't mean it. I find that I say these words only when it's felt and it just bursts out of me without any control at all...then I find I have to spend a year defending it as just pure love... nothing intended to be nasty or naughty. I get so tired of those words only being reserved for certain people according to the judgements of others.
I'll say "I Love You!" If I flippin' feel it! All you should feel from that is "You Are Loved" and that's supposed to feel good.
When you say I Love You ,it comes from within and through any storm or trails of misunderstanding ,one thing stands out as amazing magick is I LOVE YOU ,simple and truth . I believe it and that is what matters . You are loved and shall always be Loved by me . not for one day not for one Year For rest of your life
I have lots of regrets for the things I didn't do...I miss the time when I was able to fix things between us. I can only offer my silence to explain everything to you... It's sad. I love you and I think about you constantly...<3
You've already invaded my heart because my heart and your heart are one of the same. You don't have to say I love you because I already know you do. Love yourself, Love Me.
If I don't feel it, I don't say it. I said these three words to you many times that I cant even remember exactly how many. Destiny causes us to have met each other and it's our choice that makes us stay together. I have improved my self control ability to completely disconnect my imagination from reality. I search for my collective memory box for evidence that can make me think you are really there waiting for me and this makes my heart smile...I need more evidence to convince myself that this is true, the kind of evidence that I can't deny myself...love me
So much noise Can’t I just clear it all? I want to hear the silence I want to feel the silence
Feel the silence in your arms The only break in sleep The beat Your heart Next to mine I can feel the steady rhythm of your pulse Against my skin The layers go Pulse-skin-skin-pulse Until there is only one heart in the stillness of the night Only one beat breaking the shadows of Your hand on mine My heart (your heart) (one)
There are many ways to love. I have felt them all - I have meant it, every time I have said it.
And I know he means it every time he doesn't. He will not use those words on me right now - despite my ears having heard them whispered the last time we lay together.
He will show me, through actions, through looks, through kisses, through song.
And because of that, I will mean it all the more for him when I say it again.
Those three words didn't not even the Heart . Things went to Quickly now changes occurred . The heart is there along with those three words no betrayal no lies ,just a Love that shall always be True . It is you now that strayed from those three words .
With your attention and creation of name ,That is what became a clear betrayal . Never being committed in relationship ,was always searching as a single Heart . A Gentle Heart can make the World believe anything . I was a Fool to always Believe . There are to many facts that offer more than just simple Word . To The Betrayal .
How many times do we say that we like someone, or that they are very sweet and nice when we really just want them to stay away from us, and we're being polite.Bruise my heart.
you would have been a serial killer of many hearts
ReplyDeleteI don't understand why the most purely beautiful statement in the English language is used so flippantly these days.
ReplyDeleteThings would be so much simpler if people just meant what they say; yes meaning yes, and no meaning no. There would be no more doubt or confusion, especially with love.
he didn't quite understand how a person could just stop loving and he was very certain it would never happen to him.
ReplyDeleteIf I didn't mean it I wouldn't say it. And I make a point to say it nearly every day. Why do we make this love more complicated than it could be? Is the answer - to prolong it? But I can't fathom an ending. I'm simply incapable of it. For me this love is everlasting…
ReplyDeleteThose three words, when used incorrectly, dilute the meaning when said in sincerity.
ReplyDeleteWish you could have believed me. Now you're gone, and I can't do anything about it.
Haunting. I think being betrayed by those three words used wrong is the worst kind of betrayal.
ReplyDeleteI wish he had used them for the right reasons.
I've missed You so much for the past 10 days...it's so good to be back. Did you miss me while I was gone?
ReplyDeleteif only people understood that words impact just as much as actions...
ReplyDeleteYou have already told me you loved me...Why are you making this harder than it needs to be. Open your mine, open your heart. Love Me.
ReplyDeleteI am going to use this to write about... not a quote but a theme for emotions of my own.
ReplyDeleteswoon.
ReplyDeleteYou mean sometimes they don't mean it when it is said? I can't comprehend this. We're not making a television commercial... this is real life.
ReplyDeletewhat if i do love him? what if i always have, but just never knew how to say it? my worry isn't that it's always been him, but that it will always be him and that i may never have the courage to say so.
ReplyDeleteBut its moment was fleeting, fleeing from the window of consciousness. Worlds perceived words past.
ReplyDeleteTo those that heard I Love You
ReplyDeleteYour Heart knows those three little words ,goes beyond ever becoming 3 words .
Impacts your whole being as your connected with each Heart Beat .
You just know ,with everything you have .
That person saying I Love You goes Beyond
The problem with a word like Love is it means so many different things to different people, and all of them are true. Because Love isn't something any one of us can own, it belongs to us all or it never really was at all.
ReplyDeleteAnd if my heart is your heart, is my heart, is yours, in this heart we share how is invasion possible?
"if only people understood that words impact just as much as actions..."
ReplyDeleteyou mean words full of spirit right?
not all words are the same :-)
I'm waiting for you to say it. I know you feel it but you are so scared. If it makes it any easier, it's already too late to say those words to me. You've got nothing to lose.
ReplyDeleteIt is odd as we start out and learn of love - we think we know what it is but we don't, then we grow, learn, get hurt and hurt others. With that wisdom and experience, we look back at all times those 3 words fell from our lips not knowing all the while, it was not really love then...it was like.
ReplyDeleteBut alas, what makes us special...I really LIKE you and I really LOVE you...You are my BEST FRIEND, my confidant, the keeper of my darkest secrets and I am yours. xo
Friend...another word bastardized by over/mis use.
I always mean it.
ReplyDeleteI only ever say it if I mean it.
ReplyDeleteI said it because I do.
I wish I was enough for you.
I thought, hoped, that I might be.
It appears I'm not.
as ever,
a fool.
give up ,is also meaning ,being tired to even care
ReplyDeleteif there was a fool ,it would be me .
ReplyDeletemy heart has been something that beats for others to laugh and create a joke out each beat .
I didn't make it hard or complicated, but you did. In fact, the simpler, the better for me. The little resentment I showed on my face when I looked at you is the simple indication of my acceptance of our love and hate relationship, however you completely denied everything we shared together with that one question. It's very hard for me to accept that.
ReplyDeleteWhat's worse is that I heard those three words in everything you said. I saw it in everything you did. I believed it because you backed it up with proof. And even still you left me for her. You sing blasphemies about your love for her now. What made your love for me less than that for her?
ReplyDeleteand never make someone fallin in love with you, if you never mean it
ReplyDeletedon't be a fool ,know ,believe
ReplyDeleteThese words are not easy for me to say especially if I don't feel it...I will not say it if I don't mean it. I find that I say these words only when it's felt and it just bursts out of me without any control at all...then I find I have to spend a year defending it as just pure love... nothing intended to be nasty or naughty. I get so tired of those words only being reserved for certain people according to the judgements of others.
ReplyDeleteI'll say "I Love You!" If I flippin' feel it! All you should feel from that is "You Are Loved" and that's supposed to feel good.
When you say I Love You ,it comes from within and through any storm or trails of misunderstanding ,one thing stands out as amazing magick is I LOVE YOU ,simple and truth .
ReplyDeleteI believe it and that is what matters .
You are loved and shall always be Loved by me .
not for one day
not for one Year
For rest of your life
Better to mean it than not. You invade people's hearts with untrue "I love yous" anyway.
ReplyDeleteI have lots of regrets for the things I didn't do...I miss the time when I was able to fix things between us. I can only offer my silence to explain everything to you... It's sad.
ReplyDeleteI love you and I think about you constantly...<3
It's not me choosing you, it's you own my heart and I don't have any other choice...<3
ReplyDeleteYou've already invaded my heart because my heart and your heart are one of the same. You don't have to say I love you because I already know you do. Love yourself, Love Me.
ReplyDeleteIf I don't feel it, I don't say it. I said these three words to you many times that I cant even remember exactly how many. Destiny causes us to have met each other and it's our choice that makes us stay together. I have improved my self control ability to completely disconnect my imagination from reality. I search for my collective memory box for evidence that can make me think you are really there waiting for me and this makes my heart smile...I need more evidence to convince myself that this is true, the kind
ReplyDeleteof evidence that I can't deny myself...love me
If you pass the test , you can say it. If not, and you still say it you get put in the jailhouse unless of course you can afford to pay the fine.
ReplyDeleteSo much noise
ReplyDeleteCan’t I just clear it all?
I want to hear the silence
I want to feel the silence
Feel the silence in your arms
The only break in sleep
The beat
Your heart
Next to mine
I can feel the steady rhythm of your pulse
Against my skin
The layers go
Pulse-skin-skin-pulse
Until there is only one heart in the stillness of the night
Only one beat breaking the shadows of
Your hand on mine
My heart (your heart)
(one)
x
ff
There is no "wrong reason" if you mean it when you say it...but to mean it you have to feel it!
ReplyDeleteI get it now.. the answer is zero;~)
ReplyDeleteNone or just one that means you.
ReplyDeletehttp://nostalgicsoulfacesreality.blogspot.com/
There are many ways to love. I have felt them all - I have meant it, every time I have said it.
ReplyDeleteAnd I know he means it every time he doesn't. He will not use those words on me right now - despite my ears having heard them whispered the last time we lay together.
He will show me, through actions, through looks, through kisses, through song.
And because of that, I will mean it all the more for him when I say it again.
in my experience no one means it.
ReplyDeletethose three words have lost all meaning.
and it's this very betrayal that will disable me from saying i love you again.
Those three words betrayed me
ReplyDeletehttp://nostalgicsoulfacesreality.blogspot.com/
Those three words didn't not even the Heart .
ReplyDeleteThings went to Quickly now changes occurred .
The heart is there along with those three words no betrayal no lies ,just a Love that shall always be True .
It is you now that strayed from those three words .
With your attention and creation of name ,That is what became a clear betrayal .
ReplyDeleteNever being committed in relationship ,was always searching as a single Heart .
A Gentle Heart can make the World believe anything .
I was a Fool to always Believe .
There are to many facts that offer more than just simple Word .
To The Betrayal .
How many times do we say that we like someone, or that they are very sweet and nice when we really just want them to stay away from us, and we're being polite.Bruise my heart.
ReplyDeleteOr is it:
ReplyDelete...if each time you heard, "I love you," you believed it?
beautiful... just.. beautiful....
ReplyDeleteThe three words I wanted you to say, were said, but not meant for me.
ReplyDeleteYou invaded my heart with no intentions of staying.
You invaded my heart. I love you and I mean it with all of my heart. Me.
ReplyDelete