I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.
Friday, November 11, 2011
The Forgotten Feeling
I know there was something before you. I just can't remember what it was.
i remember what it was so well.. before you, i had this beautiful soul that was untouchable. before you, i was proud and dignified and mysterious. after you, nothing has changed. it wasn't easy, but i have not lost myself because of you.
Before you, I thought I would never be able to love again. I was lost, cold and alone. My days were full of sadness and my nights were full of loneliness. My heart hurt all the time and food never tasted as bland.
You are the cresting of each wave of the ocean, and I am the calm waters between. Waiting for you to crash over me in a flurry of love and romance. Leaving me in a whirlwind just as quickly, leaving me spinning, lost and confused. Unsure how to go back to the calm I once was. Finding it only moments before you crash over me once again.
Dear 'Me,' Who are you and where are you? Though I know it doesn't matter who or where you are, you evoke intrigue in me so, and i wanna know... Through your words i've found comfort and acceptance. You've inspired me. I thank your beautiful mind. Your omniscience grants you a universal friendship; I feel so close to you without ever meeting you. You make me want to hug every single human being, because everyone deserves love and this world really needs to be a better place.
I wish you all the beauty and joy of the world. -Nelle
9 more days.
ReplyDeleteBefore you was nothing. Nothing to remember. Nothing wort remembering.
ReplyDeleteBefore you there was me. So on your way out, figure out a way to return that feeling. It's the least you can do.
ReplyDeleteBefore you was so long ago.
ReplyDeleteBefore you, I was something you fell in love with. Watch what I do with after you. Goodbye.
ReplyDeleteAnd now I cant feel at all...
ReplyDeletei really don't remember.
ReplyDelete:) makes me smile
ReplyDeletei remember what it was so well.. before you, i had this beautiful soul that was untouchable. before you, i was proud and dignified and mysterious. after you, nothing has changed. it wasn't easy, but i have not lost myself because of you.
ReplyDeletethis just happens so often.
ReplyDeleteBefore you? When was that? For as long as I remember it has been you.
ReplyDeleteand now I can't bare being here after you
ReplyDeletebefore you there was someone else to obsess over and someone before him and before the one before him.
ReplyDeletenow this is what I call MOVING ON without any pain because you had enough of it long back...
ReplyDeleteBefore you, I thought I would never be able to love again. I was lost, cold and alone. My days were full of sadness and my nights were full of loneliness. My heart hurt all the time and food never tasted as bland.
ReplyDeleteThis sounds like what you say when you have found 'the one'... not sad at all... more like 'I was lost until I found you'...
ReplyDeleteThat's great. Really great. And so simple
ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BJJ_HJ-9JNM&ob=av2e
ReplyDeleteHeart Chakra
this thought has been banging about my head for weeks, but you just put it in to word, brillant thank you.
ReplyDeleteSo true.
ReplyDeleteWow. Everything here is amazing! This is.... me
ReplyDeleteYou are the cresting of each wave of the ocean, and I am the calm waters between. Waiting for you to crash over me in a flurry of love and romance. Leaving me in a whirlwind just as quickly, leaving me spinning, lost and confused. Unsure how to go back to the calm I once was. Finding it only moments before you crash over me once again.
ReplyDeleteDear 'Me,'
ReplyDeleteWho are you and where are you? Though I know it doesn't matter who or where you are, you evoke intrigue in me so, and i wanna know... Through your words i've found comfort and acceptance. You've inspired me. I thank your beautiful mind. Your omniscience grants you a universal friendship; I feel so close to you without ever meeting you. You make me want to hug every single human being, because everyone deserves love and this world really needs to be a better place.
I wish you all the beauty and joy of the world.
-Nelle
i want so bad to remember.
ReplyDeleteActually there wasn't anything worth having before you. You were always there. Me.
ReplyDeleteJust another earthling. Thank you for your kind words, they mean a lot to me.
ReplyDeletei love this.
ReplyDeleteForgive me for never been able to forget you. Now you mean more than ever to me.
ReplyDeletebefore you,I was.
ReplyDeleteAfter you,I am.
It's just that my being does not matter anymore.