Monday, November 23, 2009
The Missing Exclamation Marks
You're ok. Breathe. Just breathe. Open your eyes. Come back. It's ok. It's over now. You're ok. Wake up. Please wake up. Don't do this to me. Don't do this to me. Don't do this to me. I love you so fucking much. Come back.
Written by Me at 9:42 PM
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And how can I possibly abandon you when you say it like that?
This heart has no legs to walk away.
Wow! When you say it like that...I can't help but feel it.
I just lost all concentration.
All wanting to leave you.
How can I? When you say things like that..
Don't call me back.
I'm no use of to you now.
I loved you.
why he didnt come back?
why didnt he looked back?
why didnt he hear my heart say those words?
Do I really want you or any of it back? *sigh*
I dreamt of breathing my own life into you, just inhale the sickness into me and breathe health back to you. But I wake up to find the rules have not changed, the wold has not stopped. You have gone where I cannot follow. The final barrier separates us. And I'm left alone, helpless to stop the memories from fading with inevitable time...
or sleep, then.
But please wait for me.
Please don't go :'(
nobody said they CAN stop you from what you really want to do, even if it means doing what is not conforming to the rest..even if it means the whole world's gonna turn it's back from you..if you want me, ..i have always been ready..wherever,whenever but everytime i try to reach out to you, i just get hurt because i can't see you doing the same thing for me..
you leave me hanging....i'd be lying if i will not say what's true..i have loved you from the start and even at this moment while writing this for you..
you're the one's hurting me..you're the one's whose leaving..
you're the one who makes it all more complicated...
but you are still the one i need all this time..
that is how much you mean to me..
i hate you for doing this to me.
but most of the time, i love you. so fucking much.
You're the one who always told me to breathe.
And I love you for that.
But you love her.
The one who rendered you unable to breathe.
I could make you breathe again, she can't.
So come back.
Come back to me.
Say this to me, please. Say it.
love the photos
I read the title and then i got it.
"I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on,
So I'm already gone"
- Kelly Clarkson
Hah. I wasn't even going to go on the computer today. I felt terrible. I felt like nothing could console me. Thank you.
The story of my life...
I promised i'll be back hon...
But maybe its too late :'(
I read this back to front.
I am now ok!
Another very deep post.
Friend, you rendered me speechless two days in a row.
As you know...that's hard to do. ;-) haha.
story of my life right now.
the naloxone did nothing
she never came back
I could scream and you wouldn't wake up again. I used to wish I could trade my life for yours. I used to say I would trade my very own flesh and blood just so you would open your eyes.
I suppose, with time, things change. As much as it pains the old me to say it, I think I've moved on. I'll still miss you, but I don't think I'm sticking around anymore. I'd like to think that you'd want this.
i like the desperation in this post
I don't get it
But you left first.
I admire you and your beautiful way of writing so much. You never cease to speak to truth and that's more than can be said of most others.
this is paced so brilliantly.
It's been 1 year, 22 days, 16 hours and 4 minutes since that beautiful heart that I loved so much- suddenly decided not to beat anymore. I am left with nothing but memories... and a heart that doesn't seem to care about how much time has passed.
dont u fucking do this to me.. ur ruining me.
I miss you so much. There are songs that I hear, and movies that I see, that remind me of you. I cry so much. I think of you everyday. I wish you were still here for us. I hope there is something after this, so I can see you again and say, "I love you."
this one's sad..
i just lost it.
i love you i need you please don't go.
it's you who should come back. it's not over. it's not okay yet. i can't find my way. could you please guide me? i could follow your light. or, give me mark? it is possible that you have already given me one. or someone else has given. but it was a tiny, tiny mark. or not. i'm just not sure about it. or i am, but... i got the message and i think i got it right. i know what to do, but if i do it, will things get better? and now i'm being stupid. always asking too much. i don't know. i just don't know.
and it's dark and i'm tired and my english sucks etc.
i just don't know.
i miss you terribly :'(
i cant lose you. not now.
I am impressed with how so little words pretty much summed up an entire matter of one's heart.
via The Salon Is Icky blog.
this brought me to my knees.
there is no stronger way to depict loss than with words that tear through our minds, everyone understands dont do this to me. everyone.
the word fuck is so versatile.
friday the 13th will live in infamy
read this backwards and it changes everything.
John - Thanks, I see the other perspective.
I read this years ago, I didn´t get it, sadly I do now. I can´t even express how much I miss you. Thank you, because for a very long time I felt empty and alone, and you noticed me, you chose me as your favorite, as your protectorate. I wish I could´ve given you back all that you did for me, I really tried. I wish I could´ve holden you closer that night, even when I think that life and the world is a mess filled with pain and chaos I can´t be mad because I had you, I would give anything for a last hug. Those exclamation marks got lost, when you left I couldn´t even breath it still hurts to even say your name out loud. Watch me through the stars
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