Monday, November 23, 2009

The Missing Exclamation Marks






















You're ok. Breathe. Just breathe. Open your eyes. Come back. It's ok. It's over now. You're ok. Wake up. Please wake up. Don't do this to me. Don't do this to me. Don't do this to me. I love you so fucking much. Come back.

48 comments:

Nouri_E said...

And how can I possibly abandon you when you say it like that?
This heart has no legs to walk away.

Anonymous said...

Wow! When you say it like that...I can't help but feel it.

Anonymous said...

I just lost all concentration.
All wanting to leave you.

How can I? When you say things like that..

Anonymous said...

Don't call me back.
I'm no use of to you now.

I loved you.

ami said...

:(

Anonymous said...

why he didnt come back?
why didnt he looked back?
why didnt he hear my heart say those words?

why?

Anonymous said...

Do I really want you or any of it back? *sigh*

Anonymous said...

I dreamt of breathing my own life into you, just inhale the sickness into me and breathe health back to you. But I wake up to find the rules have not changed, the wold has not stopped. You have gone where I cannot follow. The final barrier separates us. And I'm left alone, helpless to stop the memories from fading with inevitable time...

Anonymous said...

or sleep, then.
Rest...
But please wait for me.

Alyaa said...

Please don't go :'(

Anonymous said...

nobody said they CAN stop you from what you really want to do, even if it means doing what is not conforming to the rest..even if it means the whole world's gonna turn it's back from you..if you want me, ..i have always been ready..wherever,whenever but everytime i try to reach out to you, i just get hurt because i can't see you doing the same thing for me..
you leave me hanging....i'd be lying if i will not say what's true..i have loved you from the start and even at this moment while writing this for you..
you're the one's hurting me..you're the one's whose leaving..


you're the one who makes it all more complicated...

but you are still the one i need all this time..

Anonymous said...

that is how much you mean to me..

Anonymous said...

i hate you for doing this to me.
but most of the time, i love you. so fucking much.

Anonymous said...

You're the one who always told me to breathe.
And I love you for that.
But you love her.
The one who rendered you unable to breathe.
I could make you breathe again, she can't.
So come back.
Come back to me.

Anonymous said...

Say this to me, please. Say it.

(nothingness) said...

love the photos

vox caecus said...

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I read the title and then i got it.

Randomization said...

"I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on,
So I'm already gone"


- Kelly Clarkson

Elena said...

Hah. I wasn't even going to go on the computer today. I felt terrible. I felt like nothing could console me. Thank you.

S said...

The story of my life...

I promised i'll be back hon...

But maybe its too late :'(

Anonymous said...

I read this back to front.

I am now ok!

Candy said...

Another very deep post.

misplacedfriend said...

Amazing.
Friend, you rendered me speechless two days in a row.
As you know...that's hard to do. ;-) haha.
<3 it.

E

emma said...

story of my life right now.

the Fittest said...

the naloxone did nothing

she never came back

Wingless Viet said...

I could scream and you wouldn't wake up again. I used to wish I could trade my life for yours. I used to say I would trade my very own flesh and blood just so you would open your eyes.

I suppose, with time, things change. As much as it pains the old me to say it, I think I've moved on. I'll still miss you, but I don't think I'm sticking around anymore. I'd like to think that you'd want this.

Abaddon said...

i like the desperation in this post

dirt clustit said...

I don't get it

Anonymous said...

But you left first.

Colleen said...

I admire you and your beautiful way of writing so much. You never cease to speak to truth and that's more than can be said of most others.

Aella said...

this is paced so brilliantly.
amazing.

Emilie said...

It's been 1 year, 22 days, 16 hours and 4 minutes since that beautiful heart that I loved so much- suddenly decided not to beat anymore. I am left with nothing but memories... and a heart that doesn't seem to care about how much time has passed.

Krys said...

dont u fucking do this to me.. ur ruining me.

Anonymous said...

I miss you so much. There are songs that I hear, and movies that I see, that remind me of you. I cry so much. I think of you everyday. I wish you were still here for us. I hope there is something after this, so I can see you again and say, "I love you."

aning said...

this one's sad..

Anonymous said...

i just lost it.

i love you i need you please don't go.

oh god....

Anonymous said...

it's you who should come back. it's not over. it's not okay yet. i can't find my way. could you please guide me? i could follow your light. or, give me mark? it is possible that you have already given me one. or someone else has given. but it was a tiny, tiny mark. or not. i'm just not sure about it. or i am, but... i got the message and i think i got it right. i know what to do, but if i do it, will things get better? and now i'm being stupid. always asking too much. i don't know. i just don't know.

and it's dark and i'm tired and my english sucks etc.

i just don't know.

Carissa said...

Powerful.

Sara said...

simply amazing.

Farha Ghouse said...

i miss you terribly :'(

salwaytay said...

i cant lose you. not now.

Don said...

I am impressed with how so little words pretty much summed up an entire matter of one's heart.


via The Salon Is Icky blog.

shara said...

this brought me to my knees.

there is no stronger way to depict loss than with words that tear through our minds, everyone understands dont do this to me. everyone.

Anonymous said...

the word fuck is so versatile.

Anonymous said...

friday the 13th will live in infamy

John said...

read this backwards and it changes everything.

Don said...

John - Thanks, I see the other perspective.

Anonymous said...

Guess who?