Monday, November 15, 2010

The Monsters I Miss






















And every single thing you ever did that bothered me, is every single thing I miss.

45 comments:

Anonymous said...

I can't even express how happy I am that you're back.

Luisi said...

So true.

Alyaa said...

I just miss everything about you :'(

Anonymous said...

These people don't know what they're talking about, do they?
Because they don't know who they're talking to...? Do they?

Big Mark 243 said...

Uh, can't say that I am feeling this one, but I am posting with a purpose.

I heard a story on NPR this weekend about 'hint fiction'. Man, I think you need to write a book of your micro stories and get paid. Sure, you do this because of your creative muse and blah, blah, blah, but I really would like for you to maximumize your commercial appeal.

To me, it would really make me happy to know that someone who brings so much to my life and the lives of others was rewarded properly for the combined talents.

Would it be distraction to push through both the creative muse and trying to push the projects in the business world, but you can do it.

Just sayin'... that is all. I hope you can explode into the universe and be the trendsetter for the genre.
http://www.robertswartwood.com/hint-fiction/

zonedin said...

Who's the monster? I'd love to be your monster again, but you made me feel like a filthy freak because of your paranoia and I don't want to feel that way anymore! It'll take more than a few words to bring me back.

I am what I am. Sorry I scared you. It's your turn now.

neda said...

it never mattered if they bothered me, because that bothering meant you were with me. <3

Agni said...

true..

cynical bones said...

i hate the way my pillow still smells like you. i hate every single little face you used to make. i hate everything about you.



i'm drunk and i'm alone and i don't know where i am, some avenue. look, can you come pick me up? please just come pick me up.

Anonymous said...

You are the monster I love, always and forever :) Dont say that I am back cuz I never left! Love. <3

pls, Its not I developed this paranoia on my own, any girl would if she's in my shoes...just think about that.

Anonymous said...

Love it.

Anonymous said...

And only if you would come back

Unknown said...

I couldn't forget everything you've done.
I wanna said i hate you..

But it also mean i still remembered you..

Yeah I still miss you

Hopeless Romantic said...

Wow. This one got me right here.

She said...

I miss telling you that you drove too fast, ate too slow and took too much time to come hug me when I needed you...

Anonymous said...

Your writing is so beautiful, it helps everyday.

dorothy said...

no i dont. i wont let myself miss u, wont let u reach my fragile poor heart just to break it again. NO

Anonymous said...

bukoHappy your back :) Keep safe :)

E. said...

I miss our little fights, they made me feel alive.

Anonymous said...

Someone once told me the story of beauty and the beast was a story of a girl and her struggle to accept the worst parts of herself. Maybe me chosing you is part of the battle with myself. You are the embodiment of my monster. If I can love you, I can love myself.

zonedin said...

Be my monster please. I want you to scare me so I can feel your heart beat again. I want to know you're there.

Anonymous said...

i miss your shirts that smell like cigarette and your weird superstitions. i miss how you were always right even when you were wrong and i miss that awkward look in your eye that made me realize you loved me.

Anonymous said...

Im already spoilt, not to worry :)

Siiiiiiiilly

cutegirl said...

I'm not a monster and I don't like monsters

monster are to my service

just see ..

Anonymous said...

Which part frightened you the most? I must have ruefully struck a nerve somewhere. How can I find my way home? I can't see it now. It's invisible. I need your help in this matter. Meet me in the middle? I want you with me each and every day. Miss. Love.

Anonymous said...

Dear Bee,

Your constant messages every morning in my YM disturbs my focus. You very well know that I am always up on my toes every day but you kept pestering me, then I snapped at you for being a nuisance and inconsiderate. You stopped then, and now I realised how much I miss your morning greetings, ur silly innuendos, you trying to make my day in the office less intolerable. but i was such a pompous ass.

please come back.

kay

Anonymous said...

i miss the mess you'd leave behind you. i miss how annoying you used to be and the way you'd give me faces when i said i missed you. i miss having to ask for hugs but knowing you'd be upset if you didn't get one. i miss never being able to say goodbye. most of all, i miss the way we used to melt alone.

Anonymous said...

I am so happy. Just paid my lawyer. He is now on the case!

Anonymous said...

I am your monster and have been scaring you all the way through...to be exact, we have been scaring each other all along till today. I am trying to take it easy and in slow recovery from all of the scares you gave me. I am still not ready to meet you yet but I am more than ready to give you hugs and kisses, Love. <3

Anonymous said...

but it's better to hurt than feel nothing at all...or so they say

Brittany said...

Those seem to be the things, that haunt.

sweet pea. said...

i i completely disagree with its better to hurt that feeling nothing.

Anonymous said...

..but I'm ready to forget.

Anonymous said...

Honey, I am with you each and every day, focus on your work and have fun in your office and dont think about me there. Your work mates would think you look weird if you do. I oftem have hearty smiles by myself without any reasons, the good think is nobody sees me...Love <3

Chandler said...

I know the feeling.

Anonymous said...

You took me for granted..

Anonymous said...

I don't think I can try that again, I don't think I will ever be able to meet you the way you want... Will you meet me in the middle? I am begging you, honey. <3

Jenna B said...

Somehow you voice all the emotions, I didn't even know I felt.

Anonymous said...

it bothers me how you get thought of everyday. it bothers me how you don't answer when i call. it bothers me how little you care. it bothers me how you don't write me back. it bothers me how when i'm mean, you're mean too. it bothers me how you don't try anymore. it really bothers me how much none of this really bothers me. i miss you.

Gemma Rose said...

truth at best <3

Anonymous said...

Because I miss you more than I ever thought possible; what I wouldn't give to argue with you one more time. I wish you could bother me for 60 more years like we planned.

You were taken from me too soon.

RIP PJH, 2/8/89-5/16/10

Melissa L said...

This makes me think of my mom. Miss you so much.

Anonymous said...

Here it is. I admit that I miss you - some days more than others.

Anonymous said...

I know... i know... i told you I couldn't stand those conversations about becoming a better person and I rolled my eyes everytime you offered to do card tricks because i was sick and you were too far away to do much else. I know i swore up and down that I could live without your hugs just a little too close to my heart and voice that defies every description i know. But I've never missed anything more than i miss those moments.

Anonymous said...

I know... i know... i told you I couldn't stand those conversations about becoming a better person and I rolled my eyes everytime you offered to do card tricks because i was sick and you were too far away to do much else. I know i swore up and down that I could live without your hugs just a little too close to my heart and voice that defies every description i know. But I've never missed anything more than i miss those moments.