Monday, October 18, 2010

The Embers Remain






















Not a second of my time with you was wasted. Now I know what not to do.


31 comments:

Kayin said...

OMG first! ^^ just wanna say, this is rly beautiful!!! <3 you always. Thanks so much for every word. You always manage to get me thinking, somehow.

Anonymous said...

Beautiful, one of the best things I have ever read. One of the best things you have ever wrote.

Shan said...

I feel this every day since it ended. But I'm thankful of the experience x

zonedin said...

I believe there is reason and purpose in every experience, nothing can ever be wasted with me.

You are a recycled memory, useful and clear.

Anonymous said...

wow thank you for that
it's true, there's always something good that comes from every bad experience.
so what, you have a bad relationship, well now you know what mistakes you've made and you won't make the same ones next time.

I say this every day, life is all trial and error.

neda said...

so true, and gets exponentially truer as time goes on!

Anonymous said...

I have been on your side all along. It is your head that made up all the stupid assumptions. I wish you had been "naive" enough than you have already been to accept who I was in the past. I will always wait for you. I cant imagine that I'd be with anyone else other than you. I am cleaning up my closet and my clothes. I was cursing what a dastard you were when I dragged my luggage behind the mirror and I hate you so much! I have been on your side all along, however you made me wait...The longer you make me wait, the shorter we will be side by side with each other. I want to wait for you and I will, Love.

Anonymous said...

I bought so many dresses for you, purple, your favorite color, and its the traditional style. I am an oriental guy and love the oriental traditional style.

Brittany said...

You took the words from my mouth. it's perfect.

Big Mark 243 said...

Zonedin really was with their comment... I wonder if you ever experience any residual emotional overflow from what you write. It seems as if they come from a place of experience... either you have 'hands on' with or been a witness to someone else's experience.

Not trying to figure you out as much as I envy your talents.

Allison Wonder said...

i think this is one of my favorite things you've ever posted

Anonymous said...

exactly.

Anonymous said...

for their sake, I hope they learned from it too.

Aparna said...

Not a single second.

Anonymous said...

Had a dream last night, you wouldnt like it if I told you...save my breath then :(

Anonymous said...

I am wasting my breath for not being with you... when can I see you again... give me a date and time and I will be there to meet you.

Hopeless Romantic said...

I just want to be near you.
I've tried not to think about it, and I've tried to stay away, but this isn't working for me.

I just want to be near you.

zonedin said...

Big Mark, Are you talking to me or the author of this post? Either way I'll answer while I'm here...Thank you for your compliment. I am pretty certain that anything I say here comes straight from the heart of a feeling that is known. I can't alaways explain where it came from..maybe a past life? But I do know that I cannot make up feeling and understanding.
Does emotional overflow mean it affects the person emotionally during the day once it is written?

Anonymous said...

I need to send you a card. I want to say thank-you for the endless daydreams and loving sentiments you have provided me with. I don't ever want this conversation to end.

I just want to be near you, too. Every day.

Anonymous said...

Anything I say to you comes straight from my heart too.

Dastard said...

And if I know it to be true, that it's always been you. These messages that have been so bluntly inundated on my screen. From all over, far and wide. I applaud you for your patience/understanding, as well as your reluctance. What a beautiful blunder it's been for us thus far. You have been the trigger for more range of emotions than any other intoxicate I've ever consumed. How, with only a few words and glances that you were able to achieve such a feat is a great mystery even to me. No one before or after has ever had the same effect, or anything even remotely close.

However, the distance has grown and the time moved on. I feel now that I will be meeting a whole new person, one that I never really got to meet, but the One that I knew was there the entire time. I don't presume and I try not to assume, but if we both know and have a conviction in that. I trust that our love could hold the potential to change the world.

And so it was, that everything made perfect sense. My brain realigned to the reality I couldn't fully see before. My heart is yours for the taking, whenever and however you want it.

Catch me if you can.

Anonymous said...

I've loved you long before you knew of my existence. Your vast intelligence - wit, face and voice - everything. Everything that is the essence of you. There isn't much I can do about this love that happened to me; that is still happening to me. The only thing I can think to do is to let you know. A loving reminder from afar. A lot of time has passed to the point that I feel nearly accustomed to our beautiful, if awkward scenario. I'm still in it, Dear. I'm in it deep. From a careful, cautious distance.
Love,
Me

Anonymous said...

I am always,
always,
yours.
Careful, cautious steps
to cross the distance.

x

DoYou said...

I'm starting to have X dreams with other guys .... and now I sing BYE BYE BYE

Love,
Me

what? that's the truth

Anonymous said...

cheated on dreamtime, that is pathetic :(

Anonymous said...

You seem to know everything abt me. Not exactly what you think though...dont want to address the details...I am pathetic :(

Anonymous said...

You were unable to sit on two spot because you are normal as a couple. Whereas I shared the house long ago bcuz of you.

Anonymous said...

It was raining this morning and I was/am thinking of you in my heart...

Hannah said...

inspired

Anonymous said...

Now that you're gone. I have so much empty time. I bitterly wait for my phone to light up with a message from you that never comes. One was too much, you are too little, who will meet me in the middle.
Make dissapointment a foreign country.
Who will?who will?

Anonymous said...

I could really use a hug right now. And I'm sure you could too. Sending hugs. So very proud of you and all you do. <3