Thursday, September 8, 2016

The Atoms On The Edge

They asked me to point to where it hurt, and so I pointed at you.

8 comments:

jenninfrisco said...

Wow. That was like a punch to the gut bc you wrote that for me.

Anonymous said...

This is very true and very raw.

Twizzle South said...

Because you knew your cheating my heart would tear mine apart...because of this...we'll both get a new start..you and you're Double Edge...

Anonymous said...

Were you surprised?

Anonymous said...

I would love to get an email everytime you've posted...

Anonymous said...

I love your concept. We did a class project on writing styles and we chose your blog. Honestly I never knew what people had gone through...

bright eyes said...

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Twizzle South said...

Anonymous thank you , just now seen : my heart is true but i must say what I've gone through has made it quite blue to most blue is just a color to me its a feeling of awe and a deep deep sadness/to a crisp empty ! Some days and then some days you can feel the warm sunny shine deep from within my soul. My life is a combination of broken pieces like a kaleidoscope you can feel instead of see... A lot has changed at 55 yrs old, i just now two yrs ago got my heart broke the sort of broke where the Evil is the only voice who spoke... It was like the whole relationship was a joke turned into a nightmare but, only i was a woke? blind or delusional it was only in my head he said..
where all i knew was fake..! Still i question everything..?
What was real/ what was fake ? It was almost to much to take even after i learned the name for the type of person for my heart break ..
Narcissistic psychopathy bottom feeder from Hell with no name..
how does someone fake a whole relationship i cant even fake a hello..
i seen signs I MUST OF BEEN BLIND but his words is what i believed...
As it turns out they were all fake All Twisted up half truths and Lies...
In this world.. i feel its a punishment.. " to have a heart.." this world is only a place to see how much pain you can take.. i'd say, i'm on the road to recovery but how do you recover from a life of heart break when almost everyone is fake...? i don't even know what love is any more and wonder if he has poison me to be as toxic as him..? To where i feel, i have to hurt another to feel good.. ? dear God if there is one..? i pray not .. when to be loved is only what i got...?