Thursday, September 8, 2016

The Atoms On The Edge

They asked me to point to where it hurt, and so I pointed at you.

8 comments:

jenninfrisco said...

Wow. That was like a punch to the gut bc you wrote that for me.

Anonymous said...

This is very true and very raw.

TwizzleSouthernstars This &;That ? said...

Because you knew your cheating my heart would tear mine apart...because of this...we'll both get a new start..you and you're Double Edge...

Anonymous said...

Were you surprised?

Anonymous said...

I would love to get an email everytime you've posted...

Anonymous said...

I love your concept. We did a class project on writing styles and we chose your blog. Honestly I never knew what people had gone through...

bright eyes said...

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TwizzleSouthernstars This &;That ? said...

Anonymous thank you , just now seen : my heart is true but i must say what I've gone through has made it quite blue to most blue is just a color to me its a feeling of awe and a deep deep sadness/to a crisp empty ! Some days and then some days you can feel the warm sunny shine deep from within my soul. My life is a combination of broken pieces like a kaleidoscope you can feel instead of see... A lot has changed at 55 yrs old, i just now two yrs ago got my heart broke the sort of broke where the Evil is the only voice who spoke... It was like the whole relationship was a joke turned into a nightmare but, only i was a woke? blind or delusional it was only in my head he said..
where all i knew was fake..! Still i question everything..?
What was real/ what was fake ? It was almost to much to take even after i learned the name for the type of person for my heart break ..
Narcissistic psychopathy bottom feeder from Hell with no name..
how does someone fake a whole relationship i cant even fake a hello..
i seen signs I MUST OF BEEN BLIND but his words is what i believed...
As it turns out they were all fake All Twisted up half truths and Lies...
In this world.. i feel its a punishment.. " to have a heart.." this world is only a place to see how much pain you can take.. i'd say, i'm on the road to recovery but how do you recover from a life of heart break when almost everyone is fake...? i don't even know what love is any more and wonder if he has poison me to be as toxic as him..? To where i feel, i have to hurt another to feel good.. ? dear God if there is one..? i pray not .. when to be loved is only what i got...?