Just so you know, there are days when I'm a complete and utter insecure, paranoid wreck.
Friday, October 3, 2008
The Other Side
Just so you know, there are days when I'm a complete and utter insecure, paranoid wreck.
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it's good to know i'm not alone
there are days when i feel exactly the same, trusting your instincts always does me wrong, as they're not always usually correct
This is me. Today.
oh this is nice. sounds like someone i go to bed with, someone who is me. :)
This secret is what made me lose him.
How did you know?
me too, trouble.
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It's usually the days that I don't see you, or you don't see me.
I feel that too. I keep running out of ways to please you. I don't think what I do would ever be enough. I'm so scared that you smile with your face but inside I lose the part of you that keeps you coming back to me. The part that wants excitement, reassurance and love. I wanna be all those things for you. I do it cos I love you and there are some days that I don't care that you don't suffer the same. But slowly behind my face it grows. I hope you see it because you care.
So what. :)
On days like today, when I see so much pain in your eyes it breaks my heart.... and you know I love you, but I can't help but to love with all my heart. You have to see that I have been stressed too but I lean on you for comfort, your my best friend, and I try to make you smile as well
I love you and ik you love me, I have been were you are right now and I felt like I just wanted to die.... ooo it killed me inside, and one day you came along and I just let go! After three years if hurting and asking why? I just let it go because there was something about you something in your eyes that made me know that everything would be OK. And I want you to know the same, everything will be OK you IRS a new direction life us taking, every body has set paths, you just have to have that strength to move forward... everyday is not garunteed so smile laugh and LIVE while you have that chance....
And the wees you know can make it, if you just trust them.... when you hurt so do I.... :( please see all I want to do is give you strength and help your stay a float... your have sooooo much to smile about, and be thankful for.. XOXO<3lots and OLIVE JUICE even more:) SMILE: cause every little things gonna be alright. <3 Lee Lee
So I know that your going through alot right now, but. Only here for you I have been in your shoes and it killed me! Everyday for three years! And I know you love me but life as we grow sets different paths, and you have to thrive with it.. you will have up and Downs with me, but know that I never mean yo hurt you nor frustrate you, all i want to do is try to help you see that it will be OK just smile and laugh enjoy the moment your in now cause every day isn't garunteed, the day you told me you loved me that when you had all of me, I can't help but love with all of my heart. And what we share is amazing, but please see that I'm not trying to stress you at all, I hurt when I here the pain in your voice and when I see it in your eyes at times. I don't want to frustrate you, I have my insecurities and I'm sorry but there normal and your the one I turn to first, your my best friend you make everything feel OK... I want the sane for you, you will make it and be way stronger you just have to believe in you... I know I do! Didn't mean to freak, that's alligator food sometimes=] XOXO<3lots and OLIVE JUICE even more
......<3lee lee
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