I write the love letters you never got, the ones you never sent. And I'll throw these words out there like confetti at the wedding you and I never had.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
The Union Of Steel And Space
I write the love letters you never got, the ones you never sent. And I'll throw these words out there like confetti at the wedding you and I never had.
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indeed, I will.
These words make me feel guilty, now that I'm the cause of someone's sadness, the cause of the unsent love letters....not the victim.
Why can't you understand? I just couldn't do it anymore. I couldn't stand the conflict. So I ended it. But I ended up hurting you, as you made sure to tell me. I was your only lifeline for your pain, but I was part of that pain...so I couldn't help but know. I had done what I vowed to myself I wouldn't...reduced someone else to me.
that's beautiful.
Always. I miss you.
It hurts. I thought we wanted the same thing. :-(
Anon at February 18, 2009 7:18 AM:
maybe we do. isnt it a pity that neither of us are willing to admit it first?
you wish!
Amazing photo, as usual!
Of all the days I've been reading this, these words ring the truest...and hurt the most. I could have notebooks of all the love letters I've written to you that you'll never get now that you no longer love me.
Love your blog, you always inspire me!
http://soshetellsyou.blogspot.com
i've always thot of what might happen after this love,of him and of mine.
i guess i can visualise it now.
:( i don't wish for this to happen. no. it would have been too hurtful. but if it does, i'll be there... to throw the confetti.
wow.
There's so much we never had.
Should we have had it?
Maybe not.
Maybe it's better this way.
How damn cliche.
Good god, Iain.
i tell myself time and over to stop dwelling in such wishful thinking; it gets me no where. but still, i dream on.
I'm afraid that I'm slowly dooming myself into this future, a future spent without you; a future spent without anybody.
i want to rip them all up and throw them away. i have nothing to give you anymore.
i don't think you deserve them either.
Once again you stop me with the truth and beauty and pain and regret in your words.
Every word you write surprises me even more. Before Kite Runner, I didn't realise men could express their hurt like this. I'm touched and I can't say that very often.
I'm starting to think the wedding will never come. Let alone the engagement. Would it kill to commit fully? Maybe I should just give up, or is it worth it to hold on. I have given too much time to this to not see it through. Would it be a waste if it all ended now? I have bigger dreams for this life of mine.
I have been a follower of this blog since 2008. And still when I click the random entry button, your posts still resonate just as deep as they did the first time. Thank you.
I'm starting to think the wedding will never come. Let alone the engagement. Would it kill to commit fully? Maybe I should just give up, or is it worth it to hold on. I have given too much time to this to not see it through. Would it be a waste if it all ended now? I have bigger dreams for this life of mine.
I have been a follower of this blog since 2008. And still when I click the random entry button, your posts still resonate just as deep as they did the first time. Thank you.
I still regret evey wrong word I said. May be because I never heard the right word or may be I never said ... once again I made u cry in sorrow n pain. I wish I could change. But I have n realised my mistake . Take me back forgive n forget the pain , for some change.
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