Monday, June 4, 2012
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I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for. You were meant to read these words.
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before you ask for forever, show me now, in this moment, with what you have, how.
Sometimes, you are why I have faith in everything that is good about the universe.
.....I ask you for forever becuz there's never enough time theres never enough days there's never enough secs....baby it will take the rest of my life to show u all these things,....so will u give me forever...but then again forever is not enough....
^I like how Anon switches everything around. Really clever.
I have seen that before. I have time, I have my hands, I have my imagination. I will wait. Stubborn girls always win. Or die. You either convert me to love you as you are or you will make me suffer.
i would love forever. forget beauty. forget newness. i want comfort; i want love. you show me forever and i'll show you that even the ugliest things can be beautiful through the right eyes. i'll show you that love knows no bounds.
you say it hurts, but you keep on dwelling.
you say you're glad you left, yet you remain distraught.
you say you never want to see them, be hurt by them, be lied to again - yet you finish saying how you miss them.
i bet you think it's complicated and that no one truly could understand - but the truth is, it's simple and you just act like a child when you should be a man.
if this hurts you more than you could ever live through, then fuck it.
if this means to you more than everything could ever amount to, then find it, hunt it down and make it yours. it makes no sense to be torn up over something that you don't want, and conversely, it doesnt make sense to throw away something that means so much to you.
grow a pair and stop living in a fantasy world of poetic musings with your whore-girlfriends mary-jane and afghani-fire. they've been around the block with everyone you could never imagine and they promised all these hapless bastards the same solace they never gave to anyone.
it's all just a temporary escape, when they just come back to fuck you for the last remaining slivers of life you still cling to.
just like the bullshit melancholy. we only attract the feelings and things we surround ourselves with - so if we constantly live in a state of perpetual melancholic depression with heartbreaking loveless romanticism - it's all that will ever come our way.
cut the crap - if this meant so much to you, then jump out of your bullshit traintracks of "feeling sorry for yourself" and get it.
and if it was a mistake on your behalf, then chalk up the loss and cut out the cancer. get over it, man. we all have to grow up some time, better late than never.
I wish I could capture that moment forever. Our laughter, your smile. We were young and in love, nothing else mattered back then. We never imagined the way it would end.
I wish I could capture that moment forever. Our laughter, your smile. We were young and in love, nothing else mattered back then. We never imagined the way it would end.
I wish this new experience hadn't changed your writing. It's not that it's completely different, but it almost seems like the raw, the ugly, the beauty, the realness of everything has been pushed to the backburner to be replaced by something more suitable for a new audience. I love you. I miss you. Very much.
-J
best is that proved without forever.
So do you know how long "Forever" is ?
I have always wondered that:)
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