The people who police the paradise you live in, make it hell.
Thursday, December 2, 2010
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I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for. You were meant to read these words.
I know. Why are they trying to keep us apart? For months I thought it was because you didn't love me, my insecurities usually get the best of me.
I sense your sadness inside of my heart from time to time and I question if you love me. Which leads me to assume you question my love for you also...so that's why I always wanted you to know that I will love you forever. Please stop being so negative.
I cry. Tears fall from both sides of my eyes because I'm happy and sad. I found you, but they're trying to break the bind we have. Are you happy? I don't want to be anonymous you know I don't like it, but I fear them. Without the exception of you, I don't know who I can trust. Love, Me.
Blue is my favorite color.
the hell polices your paradise-;
why isn't the rain pretty anymore.
Beautifully captured and said.
such a beautiful picture <3
you were the fire burning our paradise down. i don't believe that's how this should have worked. that flame was supposed to make our love grow, not suffocate the place i've made for us. i've hidden you somewhere outside of my heart for the time being, keeping those flames stifled until i can control this myself. i didn't mean to make this a place of rules and laws but without it i'm afraid you would run ramped, leaving chaos in your wake. i'm just trying to get out of this unscathed. forgive me.
Whoever "they" are "they haven't succeeded in keeping us apart. Not really. Together we have built an underground tunnel. I plan to continue to meet you there every day until the day you free yourself from self-inflicted anonymity. You see through the window so surely you see the vast space I have created, waiting solely for us. Yes, I'm afraid of "them" too. Even more so than you because I have inadequate knowledge of the invisible force. Maybe that makes it easier to assume that if I can't see them they can't see me, even though I know that such an attitude is highly illogical. Maybe I just don't care about such concerns as much as I should. Maybe love trumps fear, and what I love most is you. XO Love, me
Negative isn't in my Heart although many will assume it ,lays there .
As for Love me ,That is a Trust in me
As I dearly know I love you .
As Blue as your eyes ,will always be my favorite color .
Hurt ,Yes it is a hurt ,that is new to me ,none I ever felt before .
Loss ,Yes a Loss inside me that ,leaves me wandering ,never knowing
Afraid ,no inside me there is deepest Trust and belief ,you will find me .
Tears ,Yes as I believe no body ,close to me will ever understand My Love
Incomplete ,Yes with every breath ,taken
who invited them anyways?
What's so funny?
Though may not understand ,there are some that ,kept pulling and tugging ,till distance was between ,you and me .
I know where home is .
Home is with you .
my blue eye angel ,in your arms ,I want to be .
Only when you know ,that is where you want me there.
you want out of it ,unscathed ,then please step away .
Ohh this beautiful photo. I'd love to hang this up in room, too. <3
For entirely too long now you have denied me of what would surely be my greatest pleasure on this earth… to gaze longingly, soulfully into those brown eyes and forever memorize their gorgeous flecks of Amber. I only got to see them once. A fleeting encounter, but one that left an indelible impression on me. Amore. I miss you. I constantly want more. XO
Good will triumphs over evil always. I will not allow evil to tempt the man I love to break our bond. You better think long and hard about this. You've been ignoring warning and are steadily on a path of destruction. Trust these words. My faith remains and lives inside of you. Love, Me.
I thought they loved me, were protecting me, and cared for me. What I didn't know was they were not sheltering me, but controlling me, keeping me as their own, and refusing to let me grow.
I escaped so long ago from the hell which as a child was displayed to me as heaven.
This is my life...be nice or leave. I may not live in paradise but I am happy here.
No one would try to keep us apart if they knew the truth about US....it's unfair to blame others when the real reason is US, more accurately, it's me. I trusted you and I don't trust you. You are unpredictable...
I ask of you, Love, to search our history… to recall our story thus far. I've trusted you from the beginning with all of the "secrets" of my soul. You and you alone hold the key to my heart; my inner-most self at it's raw, core reality. Nobody else on this planet knows me the way that you do. There have been twists and turns along the journey that were unexpected… times whereby I learned that sometimes you find it surprisingly difficult to trust in return. But I amble on, determined because I am giddy with the realization that you are still listening, which informs me that you do care. Trust me, this is the most in love I have ever been.
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